◕‿◕ ❦ The Sound of Silence ❦ ◕‿◕

HAPPY 龙 YEAR! :)

2012-01-20T13:44:00.001+08:00

spent half my day making those in the office. mode totally off for working already. since yesterday again. hehe... cause..Chinese New Year is like 2 days away la people. boss, why u no give free holiday?? duuhhh~ anywy, yea... i made those fan. plan to deco it on my wall? or hand it somewhere... for some reason, i like it very much. not because i made it but...i dont know why too... just love it. haha. nice right? saw Daniel's mom made it... and she showed me the tutorial for it...so yea, feeling so tempted to try. since mom got so many old old red packets, i help her use up...cause she got new collection already. :D and someone gave mom with ''dragon'' word on it. so i made a pair... one with ''luck'' another one with ''dragon''...

look what my working table turn into... hohoho~ ''steal bone'' today. kinda la... sick of working already o.o 2 more days to go... ohh problems, please get away from me. far far away so i can enjoy my 1 week CNY holiday peacefully. no war please. i just want a calm and peaceful celebration... TQ~ :)

excited for the eve. gonna be lots of makans with the family... another family reunion. tho there's something in between but i still glad that we still reunite on this very important festival. at least we still able to sit down together on the round table and eat,right? lots of lots of unnecessary argument often occur and i hope those unnecessary will just get away for this one time. i really want to feel the love and all. no hatreds no anger... Dear God, make me strong and fight those evil feeling of mine... let me love one another like how you love me.

excited excited! :D two more days to roll and lots more things not done yet... trololololol.... good luck! haha. this whole week been sleeping really late and yes, am super tired. geez. =.=

HAVE A BLESSED LOOOOOOOONG WEEKEND PEOPLE.

BE SAFE ON THE ROAD. PLAY SAFE! EAT SAFE! :)))

advance wish to all who celebrating CNY,

HAPPY 龙 YEAR! :)

MAY THIS YEAR OF DRAGON BRING MORE PROSPERITY, GOOD HEALTH AND HAPPINESS TO ALL OF U...

GONG HEI FATT CHOI!!

dong dong chiang....

human nature...

2012-01-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

as time goes by, no matter what that person ever say, he/she will eventually change.
that is true. trust me...sigh. im not sad but just disappointed. well, human nature. what to do...

and do u know where is the best hotel in Miri? affordable... can say that you dont even have to pay a single cent. stay in just for free. buffet provided. no worries about your laundry. best location.everything provided.lol. pm me to know more. :) afraid more and more people rush to check in. i might lose my chance.

older people nowadays always get mad at me. i dont understand why. so wrong for me to say what i feel like? wrong for me to express myself? wrong for me to be me? sorry that im being so ridiculous... cant help it. post me far far away if you want. give you more peace. i have no expression or feeling for you? shall i just fake a smile on my face tho i dont like it? maybe shall just send me to Hospital Mesra. right? lols. funny eih how people hate me so much when im like this. 250% hates to me. bravo!!!

sigh. its not that i want to be like this. its just out of my control. *bullshit i know* but hey come on ba. sometimes it just burst out just like that. human nature as i said early on. i tried to control but shits still the same. so yea... i know sorry means nothing especially for someone shitty like me. its alright. i myself sick of it too...im sick of being me. im tired being like this.
being ignored.
nobody want to talk to you.
people see you like an asshole.
already lonely, tambah lonely.
f8cking lonely ass*call me desperate all you want*
#foreveralone. trololololololololo fml

that aint fun okay. pfftt...pathetic life im living.

see that pathetic face?

that's pathetic me.

fml.

thanks.

bye.

walk away~

2012-01-09T13:33:00.001+08:00

We once leaned on each other's shoulder but now we are walking our own paths amongst the crowd...

i realized that im getting more and more lazy to think.about whatever it may be.sometimes when i think too much, it will divert to other thing which i never want to think about at the first place. sometimes when i dont think, people will for sure say i dont put effort blablabla... what la i should do? i also dont know.

my morning wasnt that good today. nobody fault,its all my fault. i dont know why it just swing. ==,''

random craps i wanna say

2012-01-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year 2012... i know im late. i know im slow... yaya... im 2 weeks away already... lalalablablabla... so so sorry about it! : D so,yea. 2012 is here already. how fast is that. pfft... 2011 been pretty OKAY to me. not that good,not that bad. just nice. :) hopefully 2012 will be better tho the start of it's not like what i wanted it to be. anywayy...:) *silent* .......may this NEW YEAR be more wiser,loving,sweet for you all.. :))

everyone is talking about their 2012 resolution and whats mine? hmm...well, one of it,the one below:

to lose a pound a week

1) Stick to water only( no juisces etc)

2) Keep your last meal 3 hours before you sleep

3) take the stairs if your office is betweek the 1-5 level

4) Have a good breakfast

5)exercise at least 3 times a week

pffttt...not. lols. wait till the day come ya. :) hopefully la. God's willing. ^^,

secondly, work well and save money for myself so i can enjoy, always so jealous of how others can enjoy themselves so much but i can't. now, i wanna give myself a chance to do so. just wait!

and,its funny how human can be sometimes. their expression and words... hmm. just dont understand sometimes. when you try to talk, they go like *&$*#(%$#@# to you. when u try to be silent, they go like, ''hey,whats wrong with you?'' blablabla... =$ weird eih?im thinking they are weird but im 100% sure that they are thinking about me the same thing. saying me problem shit. funny right? i just dont understand and never will be. and one thing i keep thinking,''So why want me to be back so badly?''... :( sometimes i just feeling so unwanted here with that attitude. sigh. its not me thinking to much and being ridiculous but its just affect me. sorry la for being so sensitive but its just me. continue dont talk to me if u dont feel like. if only i have closet that can fits me in... i will keep myself away from u... =.= pfftttt....

work like almost everyday except half of Saturday and Sunday. tiring of waking up early not the work. ish... miss my sleep so much and only got the chance to really sleep in on Sunday. but the problem with me is, i have to admit this la, i dont like to sleep early and waking up early. how la like that. tomorrow monday again. FML much. :(

craving so much lately and thats bad... firstly, no money to fulfill my craving... second, nobody want to sponsor me. :( basically the same la right. lol. sad thing!

especially this. :(( tho i had it already but i want MORE!!!!

count the blessings,dont discount it. :)

2011-12-19T13:47:00.001+08:00

i know this gonna be verrrrrrrry random and awkward. but yea, i post it up. my life throughout the years. 3 years back? ever since i left high school. ups and downs i been through... its not the end yet. there's more to come, i believe and im excited for it! good or bad, bring it on! that all makes me grow and be stronger. either in good way or bad way. neither. ('',)

July 2009 - first time ever in my whole life. the one i love the most,the one i respect much, the one that always there for me when i cry, left me forever. Grandpa,RIP. miss you deeply. tho with all the scolding or shouting all the time but i believe all is filled with love. :) always keep all the memories in mind.

thats grandpa and me.

look at his smile. i miss it.. :')

August 2009 - it was once very happy and like fairytale. but everything fade away just like as if nothing happen before. wind blow.....

everything just go blur already.

ohhh well.... :))) im good now.

March 2010 - all the late night talk on the phone. 2-3 hours. seeing each other almost everyday. doing what other lovers do but we definitely not a lover. the care and love is there. companion 24/7. reporting to each other every seconds about every move. share happiness and sadness. festives season and birthday together. just one awesome moments. the talk,the joke,the laugh,the madness,anger...we do it together for months...but... in that month,things just change. everything turns so cold suddenly. :(

his...

this was the last time we met.miss the moment very very much.

every single seconds of it.

now,there's no one like you i can share with already.

i still miss you.

if i could, i would wanna turn back the time and just freeze there.

*pfft...emo much. but true. i want to... :')

thanks for the memories. xoxox

July 2010 - where once a very very good friends. turns into stranger in a second because of one bt*ch! >=/ never forget what this friend of mine ever said to me. the one friendship which i really miss... anyway, will always remember ups n downs we been thru together in college.

miss the fun time hang out together. all the sharing.

:))

April 2011 - my 21st. everything is just so random. didnt turn out how i wish it to be. the one i wanted is not there with me. but thanks God, those who loves me still there for me. best birthday ever. didnt ask for much. present dont count but the one who is there for me really count. love you all heaps! each and everyone of u. :) thanks for making my 21st such a great memories in my life. simple but yet meaningful.

altogether i got like 6 celebration? advanced,on the day and belated.

oh tell me how i not love them.

they gave me happiness.

God bless you all!! xoxox

much love from me! :'))

Jun 2011 - Not forgetting and never will. best time of my life with my college mate. also with my besties...who stand for me all the time. we fight for this war together.been thru a lot of good and bad time together. they are the one bring me up when i fall... and, we manage to be in the 1st runner up of UNITAR Business Plan competition. first time achieving such success in my life. forever in my mind. 11.06.2011.

July 2011 - the day i waited for so long! ever since 2005? finally manage to have personal picture with him. the wait is worthwhile! Daniel Lee. he's all im talking about. met him again and thats the closest i shall say compared to back in 2007. he got an angel's voice. beautiful... :) his new album will be out soon! hopefully within this month. so i can get myself a wonderful Xmas present ever! :)))

all the crap shyt happened in my life. had lots of fun with it. more to come. haha...

LOTS OF LOVE! :)))

i dont hate you but im just not excited about you existence anymore.

2011-12-19T01:33:00.002+08:00

~~sigh.dontknowwhy.feelingprettydown.:(ithurts,paineverything.allshitshappen!again...~~

received texts from my friend saying: ''your laptop totally dead. cannot be repair anymore...'' blablabla. how sad. nobody else can help me besides me. asking help?like begging fot mercy... rather help myself. how? i dont know. wait for months and work shit out of it. waiiiittt... just wait will do. ~~no worries :)~~

early in the day, argument with him.just a tiny one,an unexpected one,a silly one. for him it may be nothing! for others its may be stupid. but for me, it means all shit of the world to me. i dont know whats the big deal but yea, it is. how sad huh. how pathetic. how desperate i am like my sis said to me. laugh to myself about it but never wake up to reality. only able to laugh and make a joke about myself. dear you, i didnt even bother to ask anymore. i didnt bother to see your profile anymore. i already blocked u from my news feed. im already ignoring the fact. i stop myself from thinking. and why do u have to pop out with the question??? im mad, yes im mad! very mad. asking me why? fork off.... fine! im fine without you. i will be.no question no more care. thats it... all game u played, im sick of it. acting like you dont know, keep it up! dont pretend u are sorry and i know you're not.

staying ''positive'' i always be. faker much. grrr~ forever la i fake a smile and just move on. otherwise, people will always think im so super depress and desperate. lols how sad is that huh. there's a lot reason i can be happy blablablabla ^$^%$^&*^%# hear all those a lot. seriously, a lot! but at the end, i would rather be depress and emo all 24/7.... being with just me and me. loneliness kill me,100% and thats good. rather be ''dead'' than alive cause when im alive i talk shit and people hate me more. sooooo,yeah! ignore me.ignore allllllll you like! im immune with it already. you.you,you, all of you! no big deal!

people around me sure very sick of my attitude right? lol. sorry but cant help it... more shits coming. just wait and see..

people who are having happiness now, hold it with you as long as u could.
happy happiness to all of you who have it. those not have any yet, keep searching.
just as long dont be so shitty as i do.
happy searching! :))
love,
~~brokenheartedme~~.

summer train.

2011-12-10T21:30:00.001+08:00

hi...hey... :)

1st: when i was in form 4? back in 2006. 2nd pic was end of 2007? after form 5. 3rd pic was like, last year? and last pic taken in September this year.

that's me... changes in like... 6 years? i think if im not mistaken. hahhah... and yea, i dont mind showing you my fugly face. its me anyway. haha. anyway,.... changes huh. just a minor one la. nothing major. i am still me. hehe... when i see all the pictures, i smile to myself and say ''im proud of myself''.. for what reason? for just being me. haha. the dumb dumb noob noob me. :) everybody seems to be like losing weight. i think? but me, maintain jer. i trying la nooow. no forcing okay. God's will, i will be. hahahaha...

basically, everyone is talking about the moon tonight. too bad i do not have any pro cam to capture the moon tonight. its really beautiful of His creation. and everyone is looking at the same moon at the same time. thats so random. and its so windy cold outside.nice...

im actually feeling tired right now. i dont know is it me feeling sleepy or my eyes need serious check up? hmm.i dont know. neither or both. maybe both. every single day ive been really tired. ever since i started work. every morning wake up damn early. sleep also damn night. blame myself for that. haha.

my pretty ~~lonely~~ Xmas tree....

~~just like me.~~

and hey people...check this song out.

sit back and truly listen to the lyrics.

its like as if singing about my life. every single line of it is so true. can say that this song represent how im feeling. my top list in my playlist at the moment. :)

PS/ sometimes i feel like im talking to myself when i post here... ahha =.= maybe the post is just too bored already. huhu

-night!

XOXO

sucks.

2011-12-08T13:29:00.001+08:00

seeing him in my dream is the bestest thing ever happen to me. it is... trust me. :) i simply miss him. tho it's impossible and he so faraway, i simply miss him! ohhh Daniel Lee.. how can i resist it. haha. awesome singer. so true and sincere.

but....

once woke up, everything just gone. wish i could just stay in my dream like forever! reality just sucks! :(

trust me, it is sucks!

idk why i looove to ask people to trust me nowadays. yea, trust me.

cause its just too much bullsh*ts...

all the people around is just pfftt...sucks.

duh! everything laaaaaaa sucks!

what's the suck-iest is, exam coming soon! :( just around the corner. u turn to the left a little bit, already can see. =.= *LAME I KNOW!* seriously la i cant study. i dont know how to concentrate. i just dont know how to study anymore. just SUCKS! riggghhhtt?? SUCKS it is! damnit. life. what to do. no sucks no fun. i think?

but just too much la. some people just un-reason-able! just too sucks! they are just too selfish and...sucks! too much of this kind of people surround me. makes me feel...urgh! SUCKS! they...''they'' never consider other's feeling. just too much! whatever they think they do,they think they are right la! and they ''they'' thought they are so high and mighty up above but pfftt... just on the air jer. in your dream la! you,she.him,her blahhh... crap!

christmas is just around the corner. like, 2 weeks from now? i got high spirit in me. just me. i dont know why. maybe im used to it. christmas is like suppose to be the family-love-relationship thiggy right....go church.. celebrate His birthday. but... the ''family-love-relationship'' thinggy where? see? just sucks! anyhow, am still excited tho! food.... all i excited for! only food can makes me happy. no human can really makes me happy like food does! oh love... :))) present? jangan harap la. dream on.

ps/ i miss him. my best friend. :(

breaking dawn! (Y)

2011-11-30T12:58:00.001+08:00

HI....................

im HAPPY!

watched breaking dawn!!!...

AWESOME MOVIE!

sweet love.....

jealousy!* i love you and you love him thing* awww....

JACOB hotness... the lil beard... awww! <3 LOVE

and HAPPY MEAL for sure! which i crave for large fries long timeeee ago! XD

and a friend of mine of course...! we will never understand what we're talking about but we just simply click! cute eih~ :P

and today, pay day! we wang wang.... saveeeee....a long wait till the end of the month! =.=
and and, today last day of November! December on it's way! month of Xmas! New Year coming! wee wang wang... just want to leave all the stupid memories behind and just be the happy me! HAPPY ME! :)

not all the time im this happy. mood changing any moment. :))
happy a great day people! tho its payday, dont spend so much! save for rainy days! :))

PS/ breaking dawn very the hanging la the stroy. am curious and anxious. cant wait for part 2. ~~hope can continue with the same person!~~ :D im thinking too much i know but hush! let me be on cloud 9 by myself then! :) but the story was sweet,funny and ouch. hurts too... smell of jealousy too strong. like mine! :D

XOXO

uh-huhh

2011-11-17T13:03:00.001+08:00

uhh...huh...emm.. pretty bored right now. yes, in the office, lunch hour. ate instant noodle for lunch. after eating,nothing to do already. super max bored,seriously nothing to do baaa... today really super free in the office. i have the computer but i cannot online. only can check my mail. itupun connected using intranet saje.

anyway, today UPSR result is out. congrats my cousin for getting 5a's. and fromt he start, i already knew that she's gonna get full straight A's.so not surprising...im still proud of her tho. :) 5a's wor. that hard work paid off! congrats,girl...i never get full straight A's in my entire life before. i wonder how it feels huh. is it the same with getting full straight B's??? ahahaha. i just wonder. keep on wondering. oh well~~

i am so tired today. couldnt sleep well last night and woke up at 5.30am! left the house even before 7am! urgghh... how sick is that! because of one sick a**,we all get involve. just because she start work at 7.30am,we all have to be here at 7.30 too! so unfair isnt it... just because she's one of the 'orang dalam',we all have to start early. oh damnit. am so gonna get a new job!

now im stressing out... and am suppose to study for my japanese language. but I-AM-GETTING-LAZIER! oh help me. :(

everybody hurts

2011-11-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

increase your volume and listen to the damn lyrics. perfect song for my effing perfect feeling...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktaqH4M-S9Q

dont know if i can do this on my own.

2011-11-14T20:23:00.001+08:00

hey people.... FYI, no one ever deserve a second chance if at the first place he/she ruin the first chance. oh damnit... freaking pissed off and i dont know how to control it. sounds silly but im really pissed. i cant let it all go. it is just too ridiculous! my life is not that bad actually but some people in it make it sucks much! not all but some! can count... grrrr!!!! no where else i can let go off my anger. they maythink im insane,immature,crazy, ridiculous,blablabla... always think that im the bad 1 here. yayaya... i am. bullshits la all the crap happening. sigh. things will be good eventually... it will be.believe in Him then it will be. but first of all i must know how to let go and dont let anger and hatred be with me. :( i just need to control my emotion. im just too tired will all that. no one would know neither listen to me. no matter how much i say here,things will still be the same. sooooo,day by day, just press delete and move on! life sucks max but still its my life....

talking about hows work, it is OKAY. just okay. nothing more nothing less. im learning every single day. sometimes it could be very bored. but overall its good tho... boring boring...

my blog is getting empty i know. got no time to maintain it already. got so much to blog but no time and my own lappy also broke down already. tell me about it. sucks much isnt it!?... :(

put on a smile and just walk away. thats what i do best. my life is always in the dark and im the cause of it! serve me right!! o0o fml

hi! :P

2011-11-04T13:38:00.001+08:00

hola people of sound of silence... :) its been reaaall long i didnt update myself here uh... first of all, i started working already. yerps! WORK ALREADY!... no graduation yet but while waiting, i better earn some money for own use and also experience before i really settle down.

after a sudden decision to come back here, which is on the 18 of October, the day after i started my work already... i work in a shipyard company somewhere in Kuala Baram. hell far...yea man. as a what? as a document controller clerk jer... im just a small small keh leh feh. just to spend my time and gain experience while waiting for coming exam. work,so far so good... i think. :)

well, little update abt myself. gotta back to work.lunch time is over.
ps: i knw the story is hanging..to b continue when im free. :D
have a blessed day and coming weekend! :))

xox

i gotta let go.

2011-10-14T01:43:00.000+08:00

the feeling me having now is like ''im surrounded by a million people but still feel so alone''. fark that feeling... :( i dont know what else to do. hate when this feeling comes alive. i seriously dont know what to do. im becoming EMOS! oh damn it. thought i could change it but no. i cant. always feel that im alone. nobody else are with me. just alone, me and the world. screw it la...its all meant to be. i just gotta accept it.

how hard it gonna be? i dont know. i just have to go through it. be strong for everything single shit that going to happen. whatever it takes. i talking to myself. i wanna cry but there's no tears. am i okay or im just stoned? of all thing, imisssuperman. ass... ggaahh... i dont wanna live in the pass!!

kill this moment! =/ ignore me. just being emos again as usual.

life is fun. live the hell out of it!

2011-10-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

i know i know. i have been blogging for a long time. i'm losing all my readers already. sorry for those who are following my blog! :D BIG SORRY!...

at the moment now,im doing nothing. not studying nor working.i'm doing good. i think... just over bored a little bit. guess it's time to look for job already since most of my friends start working already. those who suppose to study,also start study already. oh well, what am i doing? i dont know. look for job also wrong. dont look for job also wrong. my my...

ever since holiday, i have no idea what ive done. time passes by just like that. it's October already. living my 1 month time without doing anything! great... 1 month as a driver. feels like my holiday not fun at all... and last week, i only make my holiday started. i went to Labuan*the nearest place i can go* for short vacation with cousin. meeting up with aunt and friends there. tho nothing much i can do in Labuan but still i had fun there. ihad the time of my life. no worries and stress... just me and my holiday. Labuan is a one small quiet town. which is loaded with lots of chocolates and liquor! which i love it so much! its like heaven to me... especially when my favorite selling in cheap price cause Labuan is a tax free town. im gotta post up some pics so you can see what's my real happiness.

ME excited for holiday! XD

cousin and i in the express boat.

my love...RITTER SPORTS! <3

i love them and will always do.

my pillars all this years... :)

cousin and i. :)

chocolate chocolate...liquor liquor...

my ''tiny'' bottles i got for myself. no afford to get big one so get a small one will do. :D

more pics uploaded in my facebook account. you guys can check it out there. tho its just a short visit and nothing much to do there,i had the time of my life. its like my holiday just started after 1 month. pfftt...

i better get my ass back to life. or else i cant imagine what is going to happen to my life in future. craps might happen again.

that's all about me now. nothing much. will be updating soon. :D have a good day ahead!

Happy Malaysia Day!

2011-09-16T00:44:00.001+08:00

i know i know. i have not been updating myself here for such a long time already. SO SORRY!!! :)

after the final, been kinda busy. result is out already by the way. but too bad, it's not my luck this time perhaps. 10 steps to go for graduation but i missed it. sad and regret but what to do. all i have to do is just be strong and accept as it is...as the saying says ''don't cry over spilled milk''. well well... sorry to disappointed you again... especially to my family. :( it's not the best i gave. i should have do more! damn that Japanese subject! say now also useless.. all i gotta do is just move on. well,nothing much i can do now. just wait for time to resit during January and get a B for it. see what will my lecturer say! ggr! pissed me off actually. or else i can see myself in that graduation gown. how sad!

now i am working on my resume and stuffs. going to start look for temporary job already. upgrade myself to the next level of my life. besides bad things, i believe that good thing coming its way. i will just wait. hope is still there. I BELIEVE! have faith~

it's 16th September tomorrow. another public holiday. everyday is a holiday for me! :D hahahah... Happy Malaysia day,MALAYSIAN! :) keep up to be a peace and harmony country la. peace no war okay! :) *PEACE* blessed day people.

wish me the best and cross finger for job hunting!

xox...

smurfs free!

2011-09-05T13:48:00.001+08:00

oh my my. i wanted a break so much and now i got it. too free to be true! i dont know what to do. feeling so lazy lately.. lols. need to get back to my workout routine soon. people told me they see changes in me. i was like, woots... for realll???... haha. i would be very happy if it's real! aweesome! haha...

oh well, life's treating me okay at the moment. still waiting for finals results. and the waiting is torturing! i hate waiting. got the feeling that it's gonna be tough this time!grr! dont dare to think about it. everyone seems to be positive about it but not me. oh well!

went to watched The Smurfs yesterday. the movie i've waiting for all this while! NICE AND SUPER NICE movie,it is a MUST to watch! weee... happy it end up good. highly recommended movie. those who have not watch yet, feel free to go watch. those who hesitate, do not doubt too much! trust me... go smurfs,people!

and am sure ya'll will get addicted to the song below for a week! ;)

smile! cause u never know your smile can kill someone badly! huahahahahaha!

have a good day people!

xoxo

2011-08-30T14:01:00.002+08:00

heyyy people in the house! greetings from me! :)

--not in the mood to blog at the moment. :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIM FRIENDS EVERYWHERE!

dear readers... :)

2011-08-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

i will be back SOON! :D

xoxoxox

staying off here.

2011-07-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

i think im going to stop blogging at the moment. exam is just around the corner and plus, i have too much to think about. so im kinda confused now. i think? hmmm... anyway, i made a video this afternoon...

VIDEO < click to watch.

*touch wood* never know i will lost the album of the picture for that night. at least i still have this video. and i really miss the fun time we had. pufff... oh well!

so yea. dear readers, just so you know. i will be off from my blogs and will be back as soon as im ready. stay tune okay! :)

take care ya'll.

just for fun

2011-07-14T21:25:00.001+08:00

dear readers. try this.

‎

1 - Open Google Maps (get directions)
2 - Type China as your starting point
3 - Type Taiwan as your destination.
4 - Read step 48
5- Add Hiroshima as 3rd destination
...6 - Read Step 128
7 - When you stop laughing, type this in your profile so others can laugh too

lols.

what a joke.

sigh... me feeling bad. i dont know why. depress much man. :(

slap me,someone!

2011-07-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

sighh... pressure much.

1st, a lot of assignment to do.

2nd, final is just around the corner.*its about my death and life.*

3rd, too many smart people around me.

4th, too much of unnecessary crap i cant handle. *i know i should not care so much. no worries. that's just side worries*

anyway, yea... time time time... time management...study... now! no time wasted... dont regret. put more effort. study harder. you can do it... and more! all this is what i hear often from people around me. they are not annoying~ i know they care so much about me and that's why keep telling me over and over again. friends and family, always there

to support me. but over and over again, i did the same thing, no action taken and keep disappointing them! ohh someone please slap me!

i know whatever is it is for my own good. i realise their goodness for me. i just dont know where to start cause im been drop out for so long ago already. missed out lots of junction already. how to catch up. that's not a good reason! i cannot be like this anymore. im really aware now about where im standing and i should so something about it. i should and i MUST!

move my blardy fat arse and brain! move! MOVE!!!

feeling so depress but no time for it now! time for me to fight...

now i cant wait for final exam! =.= dont dare to know what's the result. good or bad just accept it!

and and, good time passed by really fast! been 1 week already. ohhh daniel! last week at this time, i still remember, im still ''high'' about meeting daniel. oh my! i miss him!!!!! T.T

that's my current desktop background. wee wang wang~ ^^ and one of his song really can be my inspiration to keep on going! which is mimpi/fei. there are 2 versions of this song. english and chinese. find it on youtube. SUPER nice song. never give up! :)

one good thing i learn throughout the week..

awesome weekend! ♥

2011-07-04T10:37:00.005+08:00

hmm... indeed i can't deny the fact that happy times never last forever. and i really did had a extremely awesome weekend! my weekend was filled with love and happiness... urrrgh~ words really can describe how i feels! im happy! people says im crazy but i just dont care. i still love it!

i've not met this guys since like when? 4 years back? back in 2007 when i was in Form 5??? omg... that's very long. everyone have changed since then. him too... when i see him the other day, just right in front of me, i feel so happy and excited! i dont know what else to do or say. all i do is just snap snap snap and snap more picture of him. ggeezz... i miss him very much. often see him appear on television but i miss seeing him more in person! :D and, after 4 years, my wish finally fulfilled! all this while ive been wishing to have a personal picture with him and yes, i got it too this time!

actually he came here on Saturday for launching of The Loft in KK times Square... that very night he performed few songs from his album and others too... which are:

1. Yin Wei Ai( because of love ) - from his 2nd album

2. Angin Malam - from his Malay single

3. Chinese oldies* i dont know the name*

4. Angel by Robbie Williams

5. Tian Mi Mi

6. Better Man

7. Heaven Knows - from 1st album

8. Can't take my eyes off you

9. You Ji ( Organic Love ) - from 1st album

10. Mimpi - his single after Malaysian Idol.

really miss his singing. especially when he sing english song. so feeling... lols... he sings with his baby too,Ms guitar. nice!had a great night with all pinkies too. enjoyable performance. and and...for the first time, i went up the stage for some games. so i got his album AGAIN. oh yes, add on for my collections. hehehe... and and, i got the chance to sing with him even though only for few seconds. lols...

mann.....my weekend seriously feels like just a dream! but it's real in fact...wohoooo~~!!! my July start off great... hope it will be like that until final exam. =.='' scroll down to see picture and see how happy and excited i am! xo

yes, that's him; Mr. Daniel Lee

gifts from us to him.

mine is the one brown packing.

got him some local goodies... hope he'll like it! :))

love much!

♥

yea, me and one of the pinkies went up stage for games.

standing so close to him! ♥

real close! :D

pinkies and I! :))

great to see them again!

till then, see you again!

gifts i get from the game.

and, the very next day which was yesterday,Sunday, i went to the airport to send him off... i did not expect that i can go even i wanna go so badly. ^^, ohhhh life is just too good to me! God hears my prayer. i pray really hard so that something miracle can happen so that i can go to the airport. and yes, i made it!

thanks God for that. as i spotted his arrival, i felt great to see him again before he leave... ohhh myy~~~ i have 2 of my cousins following me and they also freak out to see me. lols... funny. anyway, he's really steady. very friendly and kind. he said take a quick group picture before he check in. unfortunately the picture is not with me yet. it's still with my friend. first time ever. oh my! again, i felt like a paparazzi! snap snap snap and snap! ahaha freaking crazy! :D 1st time ever doing this cause before this i do not have the chance to do so. ^^, fun thing to do tho it may looks crazy~ hahahaha...

i followed him all the way from in and out,left and right. i hope he dont freak out!i wait until cannot see his shadow only i leave. hahahaha~ awesome weihh... sad to see him leave but i know he'll be back very soon! i will see him again!

and tadaa... one last picture before he depart.

and got a hug too before he go into departure hall...

till then, i will see you again.

take care! ♥

xox

ps/ still can't believe! am i dreaming or am i dreaming? this weekend will be a good inspiration for me... fun time is over, now its study time! i can do it. :)

join us at Pinkies!

Pinkies World finally back in operation after some time..

all are welcome! :))

new baby!

2011-06-23T19:38:00.005+08:00

weee... this week am happy. cause i got myself a new baby from my favourite shop ever,COTTON ON! got my very 1 own rubi shoe. bought this ladies sandal only for rm29.90. they having sales now. omgomgomg! there's so many shoes that i wish to grab like right NOW! NOW!!! gaahhh~~~ ggrrr... shoes now is like one of my favourite. but too bad. nice to see but i cant have it. main problem here is the size. gaah~~~ asian size is small. so hardly for me to get shoes here. like heels or ladies sandal.

but the other day as i enter cotton on for the 1st time, i got very super max excited larh. i know it's a normal brand in overseas but for here,its like forever21. thanks goodness they have my size. at least i can try it on even though i cant own it. not now but maybe later... ;p teheee~~~ i really really in love with the leopard print heels and baby blue polka dots flats...omigosh!!!! i shall get it some day~ now i have reason to save money edy!!! weee~~~ :D

excuse me for the elephant foot...lols... XD damn max happy lerh~ cotton on made a right choice... smart..smart...

and last weekend another family gathering... cousin's advance birthday celebration ft father's day~

d' fathers.

my cousin is back! gaah~ miss him so much.

he came back just for a week to attend his graduation.

congrats cousin! all the best in future!

much love from me. :)

cousins,sis and me.

this is us. not all of us.

there's some who is not back yet.

wish us all cousins can gather together one of this days.

this week i had lots of fun. in time having fun, im stressing out too! much~ test and assignments.!

gaahh~~never ending complains huh~ oh well...just enjoy it and chill la... im sure i will miss it some day when i come out to work already. hahaha~ oh well! me and my mind. have problem to decide and chill.

and coming weekend will be fun too. but dont know why but i feel like it's gonna be fun! i think? 1 test just over today. i dont know how the result would be. im sorry for im not smart but at least a pass for me will do! it was easy but maybe because of my careless mistakes i might just flunk that paper... uh huh~ sucks much... friday is on its way and i cant wait for it!

enjoy last day of this weekday! :))

great! im down with flu and slight sore throat! @@''

he is..he is always there.

2011-06-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

hmm... at the moment im hearing hillsongs on youtube. maybe i was over depress before ended up i really need a peaceful song. like song like that? after hearing all those song, my heart sunk. i feel sad. i feel bad. not because of what. it's because i gave up easily. i did not try hard enough in my life. but God did not give up on me. He gave me another chance over and over again.

anyway, i feel okay now. i feel glad. thanks for my friend for suddenly asking to hear praise and worship. and there's once one of my friend said to me that if i dont feel good,feeling down, hear to praise and worship. it will help. truly it will... it gives me peace...hmmm... He is always with me. i know that. when im in good or bad.

God bless all of you...

S.T.R.E.S.S.

2011-06-18T13:34:00.003+08:00

life never gets better after the competition. i feel like im in a race. non stop! i have to run and run and run. there's no stop point for me... so tiring. exhausted! irritated! so much!

i know its wrong for me to think about giving up and all those crap! i know that its very very very wrong. but i just gotta say this. i feel like running away and go back to where i from. turn back the time for me if you can. turn it back when i was 17 years old. where i can make my decision all over again. i feel that things im doing now,at this moment, really wrong. so wrong. among the worst wrong decision ive made in my whole life! - that's my only one regret.

S.T.R.E.S.S.= Shit to remember every single second.

i dont know why! i dont know why im feeling that way all sudden. my spirit goes down out of sudden. not good. this is not a good thing to happen. sigh~ because of one or two person around me,really can give me time of hell oh. with ''them'' appear in my life, i cant even find peace! not even once. what have i done. what did i owe you until you want to ''torture'' me that way!? oh please! leave me alone. cant you see that????... losers oh you people!

so assignment to do. still haven't really do yet but due date is getting nearer. my~my~ i dont know where to start! too much! TOO MUCH! im too stups to absorb everything. oh well, not like some people so smart. im just way too stups!

this world is just too cruel! people on this earth is just too cruel. when you do good, people will never remember. when you do bad,people will start to talk about you and remember you for life! and and, people wont appreciate tho after you've help them in doing certain things. im not being calculative but some people just...i dont understand them. never do. will not! weird la wei...

anyway, forget about all the bullshits now...the moment im waiting for is here. all cousins are coming back. sis coming from miri. cousin back from spore n miri. ohh fun! omgomg. cousin from spore called me up and oh he's coming home very soon! ^^, sis arriving tonight. hope she bring me something that can make me forget about the feeling of missing home... T.T

fun weekend is here! happy blessed weekend people!

awesome-ness! :))-satisfied!

2011-06-12T20:50:00.008+08:00

me presenting.

me team and advisors.

the both team from TAR College.

relieved! 3 of us after presenting.

we got it!

tadaa!!!...

FUHH! everything has to an end finally. but this time,was a happy ending. SUPER happy! :)) we got 2nd place for the Business Plan competition that ive mentioned all this while! all hard work paid off! super extremely happy and yet still in shocking mode! cause it was totally unexpected! we didnt expect to win but i did hope to win. we pray and pray and pray and with God's blessings, we got it all! tho not 1st place but 2nd will do.

super max happy! cause, it was my first time! all first time! first time got 2nd place. first time speak in public with confident. first time representing school after whole life of studying. first time make myself believe that i actually have the guts. first time making my mom proud of me*for at least once*. first time believe that this could be possible at times.

oh well! there's too much of first time. but this first time really makes me happy~ i really do. until now i still can't believe. still feel excited. but regret cause didnt really do well in my research and presentation skill. but its all over now. so no worries okay~ just let it be! whats done is done. and now, we got the results. wish i could pause the moment where the judge announced that YUME DESSERT & CAKE HOUSE is the 2nd winner. i was like... whattttt..is that us ah? us kah!??? =.= i stoned for few secs. still cant accept it. thought it was a mistake or something...

but deng! it's really us! oh my my~ unbelievable! this time really dopeeeeeeeee man! this time make my lecturer eyes drop already~ bias some more! it's okay. we do it our self. we are doing fine now! :)

but here, i seriously do want to thanks to all who have gave me support and guide. no matter in what way~thanks for everything! thanks for giving me power to be confident! thanks for the guides and advice. thanks for the pray and all. thanks for make believe that i can do it. thanks from the bottom of my heart! but most important, last but not least, i would like to thanks God for his uncountable blessings upon us. to guide and give us the strength to go on. AMEN to that! :)) oh my gooooooodnesss!! still cant believe it! what a joke! lols.

am happy. but speechless... mood pretty down. blahh~~~

anyway, the moral of the story is, to enjoy something that really can satisfied you, you really gotta work freaking hard for it! i just have to push myself a lil harder! so nothing is impossible! i got a magic in me!!!! *lalalaalal :D* MAKE BELIEVE! there's no miracle but just God's work and hard work! :)))

even tho i'm sucks much in my studies and always do, at least there's always one thing that i can make believe that is if i try hard and push, i still the same can do it. people who look down on me,screw you. keep on thinking what you think about me and you know what? i dont give a damn! i admit that im not as smart but maybe someday i can do pretty good compare to you! :)) wont be same level as you do, but at least im better. :) God bless you,haters!

more pics on my facebook page! :)

i got some magic in me!

2011-06-11T00:29:00.002+08:00

which better? skirt or pants!? i personally thinks pants suits me better? what say you!? sigghh~~

just wanted to say... TOMORROW IS THE DAY! oh no! LATER *counting* after 7 hours is the day! ohhhh my! im pretty nervous actually but just act normal as possible... grrrrrrrr....

just done my very final preparation, and gotta off soon...

pfffttt...~~~ hope everything goes OK tomorrow.... sigh! AMEN!

''it's okay. it's just a piece of cake!''

all the best to both teams of Tunku Abdul Rahman College... :))

worry much!

2011-06-09T02:03:00.003+08:00

aloha! hectic week! pffttt!!~~~ went for a movie just now with cousin. watched Pirates and the Carribean... funn-ey movie! not bad la...worth watching.... at the same time, just want to forget about the pressure im having now...grrrr~~~ the presentation this coming Saturday! less than 3 days...farrrkkk!!! =.=

now im still in my preparation for the presentation. and my group would be the 3rd group to present for that day~ just like what i wanted so badly! butterflies man~ T.T in process of writing my scripts... cant stop thinking! cant stop imagine...what would happen on that day!~ will i have pronunciation mistake!? what if i did mistake? oh damn! cant imagine... now im calm only but im sure will be very messed up on that day!

lots of things to do...but all being left out because of this particular business plan! hope after this saturday, everything will be back on track. hope I will be back on track...grrr.... everytime also not enough sleep. always also over-slept. oh gosh! time oh time. where have you been!?

even though so busy, but i still got time to think about the crap. oh well...had too much crab lately..so stil can think.sigh! wonder why im still heartache with whatever you're doing. ohhh daym! not so much of heartache i think. just disappointment... sighh~~ human nature!

random,i know!my cousins. all 15 years old. grown up already... am getting old. =.=

another random pic during class...

my highlighter. am just toooo bored in the class. oh well!

beautiful sunday.

2011-06-06T02:16:00.004+08:00

got justin bieber feel or not??? lols... =.=

friends plan for karaoke session on sunday afternoon... so im on for that! just wanna let go some of the craps in me! we went to Amp Square,Suria... the place was okay but i dont like the service and the food! oh geez. worst thing ever! but luckily i have my friends to make me better.

crazy crazy crazy! our fun started at 11 till 2.30pm! fun time passes by real fast! bohoo...but its okay~ at least i had fun with them... something is really disturbing in me. gotta get it out of me! sing my lungs out...shout like crazy... just couldnt keep it any longer!! not thinking about anything on my sunday.. wanna let it b a fun and awesome sunday! and yes, i manage to got it for myself...

after singing,went for makan. cause the food there really too bad! didnt finish mine....just too awful! =.= been raining since 3pm.... heavy downpour here in kk till mid night...

i had an awesome weekend..how about you??? :)

another weekday ahead. 5 days till the competition! oh geez~~~ HELP!!!! gonna practice! practice makes perfect! hope that works on me! =.=

lord,make me a rainbow...

2011-06-04T01:36:00.003+08:00

Lord,make me a rainbow.

ohh geezz...1 week after another! that's fast... puhlease!!!~~~ grrr.... finally our business plan paperwork already DONE! left only the presentation! which is NEXT WEEK!!!! noooo!!!! T.T went to check out the venue with my lecturer. ohhhh deng! the place is like.... gonna be super HOT! couldnt imagine how is it gonna be on that day!

TADA!!!!

looks like real only... gotta ready 3 sets and gotta sign all 3 sets...

woots!

another family gathering tonight... no matter young or old, all are into cards. T.T but fun to gether together with another part of family! like cousins around..FUN! but too bad my side of family is not here. wish mom could be here.... oh gezz..~ :( sad! no worries! she will be here eventually~ i think!?

and...and... they are planning for a trip down to miri next weekend! T.T i wanna follloooowwww~~!!! but...but... the business plan presentation going to be on the same week! spoil ohhh!!! sadd..how sad! really sad!

ohhh sad.... abandoned child outside the college...

how pity~

T.T

no where to go...

no place to stay.

happy weekend,people! weekend gonna be ''awesome''!

wooots~!

dope!~

2011-05-31T18:28:00.004+08:00

ppfffttt.... had 1 day extra holiday which makes that i have 4 days holiday. awesome!!! but boo~~~ this holiday making me getting more and more lazy! sucks much wei! another new weekday had come. which mean, BUSINESS PLAN is getting nearer! no joke! im going thru hell for the rest of the weeks! p/s: be strong! BE STRONG! never ever give up!

tomorrow going back to my normal routine already. first thing first, i have to save up! i have to budget! no joke. hell man! one day i didnt go out, i can save a lot but once i go out, die. so people, stop asking me out la.. i only have outflow but no i

nflow wei. if got also, hard to make it happen! people always said working is no good but for me, i think the other way round. as long by the end of the day, i got the income. even tho i work like arse throughout the month. blaaahh~~~ rather than i study like arse,but people think i never and by the end of the day, i got nothing beside the knowledge part la... nevermind...this is a sensitive issue. make me pissed for nothing. so better just STFU... :)

till we meet again... suddenly i miss one of my friend so much! we made a deal and we'll see how it turns out when we meet each other. and i cant wait for that day!

this is US! nothing can bring us down...all b*st*rd, stay the hell out of our way! xo

hahahah... simply miss my partner in crime! :D

well, happy holiday to all the Borneons!

Kotobian Tadau Tagazo Do Kaamatan to ALL SABAHAN and Selamat Hari Gawai,Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai to ALL SARAWAKIANS! and am PROUD TO BE BOTH!

with love,xo.

And ... it's ... just ... OK...

2011-05-27T19:53:00.007+08:00

Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK.

i've not been updating for quiet some time i know... oh well. no concentration for my blog... too much happening. bullshits,cowshits,dogshits,duckshits,catshits,humanshits,everything! EVERYTHING! grrr! o0o anyway, so far i still can handle it. i think? i think only... not a confirm thing. maybe i will screw everything one of this days!

life is okay. as usual. many drama(s)... feeling like a stranger in this place sometimes. feeling alone at times tho am surrounded by many kind of people. feeling like arse tho am showing a smile on my ''happy'' face... ohhhh daym!... ohh well...still surviving at the moment! :) no worries baby!

studies? ''fantastic'' as always. seems to be very busy for weeks already. but i don't know what i've done. ''FANTASTIC''... at the moment, there's 4 assignment in hand already. still STILL pending. and one more on it's way. grrr... i don't like assignment. seriously! never like assignment! especially when you have to be in a group with your good friends. geezz... the situation is totally...awkward when it comes to some misunderstanding.and tiny little argument will happen! and i seriously don't like when that happen! and i hope *crossed fingers n toes* that all 4 assignment will go smoothly. Amen to that!

and all must be wondering what is this thing below all about uhh??? remember the Business Plan i've mentioned in my early post? well,it's less than 2 weeks? it will be held on 11th JUNE! gaaaaaahhh!!! nooooooeeeeee!!!! T.T

whatever is it, i just hope my presentation will goes well and hope there's no mistake made! at least, no pronunciation mistake? or hope i don't forget all my important point that i wanna present??? hmm... that will be the logo got out dessert and cake house. too simple i know. but at this moment now i suddenly out of idea. i do not have the mind of creativity. where i'm suppose to do my powerpoint slides now BUT, lazy... grrr!!! kill me! smack me! ohmigosh! T.T just pray hard for me okay. win it or not, that's another story. better still,win la... who doesnt want to win??? right~~~???lols. funny---not...

and yeaaa...for those American Idol fans *like me =,=* :D sure know that our American Idol 10 for this year goes to SCOTTY McCRERRY! in fact, all are good this year. and the Finale show this year was awesome! great performance! many2 thumbs up! too good... dont mind watching over and over again... nice nice nice nice!!! NICE!!! SUPER nice!!!MAX! anyway,congrats,Scotty! new born country singer.-a very young one. only 17 years old. =.=

and here's my favourite performance from him:

weekend is on its way here again. happy blessed weekend,people! time flieeesss~~~

xo.

Spongebob leaving on the jet plane

2011-05-23T18:58:00.003+08:00

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love is gone.

2011-05-20T22:26:00.004+08:00

and... i truly honestly specifically missing the both of them so much!

was thinking,...is there any way that i can actually turn back time. and delete those people and moments that shouldn't appear in my life!??... to much emo things la..never change. haha... funny-not!

anyway, today i feels like im on drugs or something...mood is up and down. now, it's down. just now i was okay. ohh damn! i hate it when im feeling like shit. grrr!! some people just dont deserve to treat me that way. and i dont deserve t be treated that way too! FYL gao gao! some people with their attitude. seriously can't handle it well... well, those people are not for me to handle tho... NOT my cup of tea... so back of from my life la... spoil...!!!

tell me one thing. just one thing that does not involve money at all! stupid question rightt.. i know! wth..nothing is free in this world! its all about money,money money...nothing else but money... grrr! since the first day of year 3, i dont know how much ive spent on photocopy already! one minute say Go Green...another minute photocopy this and that... few pages already how much. money ohh money! T.T buy this and that.

and i need to get my formal clothes soon! business plan competition is near! and it's getting up my nerves! im so gonna train myself to talk in front of those people...hope none from my class will come and see...eeee!!!! if that bunch of people ever appear during my presentation, ohhh crap! @@ i cant imagine how is it going to be! feel like wanna puke i guess? hahah~blaahhh.....

it's friday AGAIN! weekend come again! PRESSUREEEE!!! prrreesssuuurrree! ohh damn! T.T

happy blessed weekend to all! have a great one! :))

xo.

MIA again~

2011-05-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

so so so so sorry... not been updating to ages! and why!??? because i am ''lucky'' lo... my laptop adapter spoiled! the battery is out of low. and how i online now!? it's because i borrow adapter from my friend and charge full in college. once low batt, bye lo. aarrrssee... o0o everything so f-ed up. grrr! no only i don't know what to do without my laptop...my assignment also all pending. got a business plan to do and the competition is less than a month!? bad bad luck lately...

and lately there's so much bothering me. it's all coming like tsunami. no warning attack! slowly settling everything. hope towards the end everything will be just fine. i'm all alone in this. oh well... im always alone whenever i need someone to talk to. maybe that's how it's gonna be. be all alone and start thinking. maybe i dont think much. that's why god punish me... hahaha....

oh well...at first i feel like there's a bunch of things i wanna blog about but suddenly all went blank! blame my adapter for that! everything have to do fast before everything die off.. even me. how sad huh. blahhh~~~ life is treating me cruel now! waittt...just WAITT!!!! =/

uniquely beautiful!

snap those during evening time few days back at the empty field right next beside my uncle house.

belated mama's day.

2011-05-10T23:54:00.007+08:00

the night before i left... went for a drink with a friend of mine at Al Fresco. it was an un-plan plan tho... had heaps of fun! thanks q so much! and imu so much!!! xox... :)) had a glass of golden dream for me and malta for him. perfect night. if i could i would...wanna turn back time and stay on that night...

time flies. and am leaving a place i called HOME... till then...will be back when the time comes. it feels like im leaving for forever or something. couldnt stop ''it'' falling during the whole flight... sigh... i miss...i seriously misss... :(

and mr.spongebob leaving on the jet plane with me too... :) at least it's with me... lonely but as i look at it, everything seems like going to be fine...

last Sunday(8 of May) was Mother's day. did a little celebration for our dearest mom. mom off day. me, taking over the kitchen. include baking cake. ==, glad that it all turn out to be OKAY! :)) its like what i expected. family small gathering at the same time. one reason why i love to be home. may not feel this all the time but when the moment comes, just feel like that moment stays forever. i miss home. i truly do... :') miss everyone back home...

anyway, i spent like half of my day in the kitchen. tired but feeling happy as everyone enjoyed the food. :)) thanks for giving me this opportunities... and thanks dad for supporting in financially. :D thanks sis for helping in preparing stuffs.

-the food,we had mixed vege, roasted fried chicken,sweet and sour pork and potato egg salad.-

-the cake,butter lemon cheese frosting-

pics with moms in the family

the two most beautiful angel send from up above to me.

my sister and mom.

they do look alike. dont they? hmm..

glad for having them in my life tho there's always nags and scolding. ;p

i still love both of them lots!-uncountable.

kisses from me to dearest mom of mine.

my one and only guardian angel.

and weeee...i got big bear hug...am still bigger.. ;p

imu ='')

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMS ON EARTH.

may the good Lord bless and protect these all beautiful mom,especially my guardian angel always.

PS: mom, i love you. no words can explain how much love i feel for you. it is forever. you are the most wonderful gift i have ever own from the up above.thanks for all things you've done and am sorry for my mistakes and all the stubbornness and the craps of mine. it's almost time for you to slow down and enjoy the time of your life. i really do appreciate you. love you with all my heart.

..

2011-05-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

...

....

that's all in my mind but i feel like blogging...

wtf!??

this isn't me.

where the smile that it used to be?

too mean;too cruel...

2011-05-06T22:33:00.005+08:00

it's always ''oh,what you fail this time?''...''how many fail this time?''...''so,repeat again?''....''no eye see''

oh well... i've never do any better i guess... thats why that would be the first impression from other people towards me... always a big NO NO... ''oh no she wont this.''..''oh noo...she cant that''... hmm... anyway, its all accepted. no offence but true. HEY BELINDA BRIDGET LAU, YOU NEVER BEEN GOOD ANYWAY. BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN CAN BRING YOU DOWN... ohhh craaappp.... that bullshit again..and again..all over again~~~ o0o and in the end, it's still the same thing. nobody to blame but me. i feel like an arse larhhh....

too mean too cruel..luck not at my side maybe. sigh...better luck next time perhaps... ohh gez... can't believe that this is happening on me...but for me its already expected. that is my path but people around me would not understand. there's pros and cons here. no one would understand what is on my mind. am tryin to be optimistic here. rather than being pessimistic right???? booo~ thats what i think but my heart???... both heart and mind think differently... which am i suppose to follow???... and what i hear is another different thing.

life. yes, sometimes its unfair but there's always reason why is that so... so yea.. no reason i can blame anything for things like this happen. ive never make any of them proud of me. seriously... honestly. im ashame of everything that happened. ive put my very best effort in everything i do... believe or not, up to you. i dont want to say must cause it's useless already. no regrets...but keep on giving out my best... but seriously,screw my life..!

why is it plan that way? i dont know. sometimes im truly sick and tired of this life... i had enough of it. sometimes i ask to myself,''where is the highest building here?''...grrr...i know it's a sin but cant resist it... everyone have their own problem. maybe mine is not a big deal uhh~ maybe it's just something small.... blahhh... i must train myself to handle this shit well...or else ill be lose my way. all i see now is total darkness. so i cant get lost already. but still i dont understand why this happening to me. is this karma or what? wtf? lol...funny is not.... =/

as i emo, i realise time to enjoy is coming to an end very soon. there's so much to do and yet so little time. T.T and the timetable for my year 3 semester 1 is out already. i dont know why i feel like totally nothing as i see the timetable. totally NO FEEL. oh my!!~~ where has it gone. please come back before i get into deeper shits! am excited but NOT that excited. seriously. i know as i leave this time, i will be missing a lot a lot of people. of course, my family and my friends. they are all coming back here as i leave. wth... :( thought for another gathering but i cant make it... boo~~~ see..my life is sucks rightttt... i knowwww....~~~

sorry for all my bullshits. cause suddenly i have this stups mood swing. feeling really really sick and down. couldnt think with any sense. bullshit right. o0o i thought i can get it over and forget about it but i just cant.. maybe it's just ME to be full of shits... and maybe it's just ME to be the so called ''emo-queen''? wth... i may look strong from the outside but inside, LOL. you wouldnt wanna know. it's full of shit i tell you...FOS!...

food..

2011-05-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

kolo mee pok

chicken rice

wrong side of the bed. ==,

2011-05-03T00:28:00.007+08:00

am cool outside but am broken inside.

it's midnight already. i'm tired and really tired. but i couldn't sleep. or is it i had too much sleep. slept at 6pm and woke up around 10pm? because of someone misses me too much and keep on calling and texting. oh my~~ my body really tired but my eyes is super wide now. and the worst thing is, whole body is aching right now at this moment. ==, woke up at the wrong side of the bed this morning. oh my!plus,it have been pouring for the whole day today and that make me even feel so sick! *puke* until now it is still... collddd...but i cant sleep,what a waste! o0o conclusion, i had a loooong weekend. time really flies and i cant even feel it! and this week will be the last week of my semester break! ohh hell! i've so much things not done yet. and now you telling me that holiday is coming to an end soon!? like wtf??? =/

i realise that ive not been updating lately. really been very ''busy'' and am also kind of lazy i guess?seriously out of idea. too much crap in me until its very empty. i dont know what's going on with me but i seriously feel so crappy honestly. seriously need someone that i really can talk to but where is that someone? where is it when i really need it? T.T my heart is pouring just like the sky. oh please. emo queen...here it comes again! =/

anyway, lately everyone is talking about the true fairytale happening in reality - The Royal Wedding. 29th April 2011, the date that everyone have been talking about the beautiful wedding dress, a new life of the prince and princess. it is all over the world. Congratulation to the newly royal wed and may they live happily ever after like in the fairytale. :))

a screenshot from my view. ahaks. indeed a beautiful wedding dress like what everyone is talking about. :) lovely.

will i be with my prince too one of these days? someday...-maybe,perhaps. :)

and oh, there's little something that i want to share with all of you,my dearest reader. :) it's something i got during the sermon of Sunday mass,2nd Easter last weekend. i love last week's sermon. simple and yet meaningful. quoted from the priest ''what to do/how to get close/be with Jesus?'' one must *ADMIT HIM,PERMIT HIM INTO OUR LIFE,SUBMIT OUR LIFE TO HIM,COMMIT OUR LIFE TO HIM and lastly TRANSMIT TO HIS PEOPLE.* :) blessed weekdays ahead... xo.

2011-04-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

ggrrr.... can i not know/care about everything and anything? what the hell... sigh~ i cant handle too much! seriously i cant! deep down i really do want to forgive and forget but i cant. it keep coming back to me... i have nothing. i only have God with me... He's with me i know. be strong is all i can do. just be happy. get over it ASAP!

broken inside...

2011-04-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

UN-define-able. ♥

2011-04-22T23:48:00.006+08:00

*my 3rd time blowing i guess? hmm... am officially 21 now.

randomly love this pic... :)

i had fun! i had heaps of fun yesterday. as i said, i will be going out with my darlings. and yes, we did it on Thursday-21st April 2011. A wonderful day to remember. :)) unplan and it all goes well! and me likey it so much! it's like once in my lifetime i ever got the chance to enjoy myself this max! only when im back home...grrr... from day till the next morning....

so, our first stop was at Bintang Plaza. actually planning to watch movie i guess. but my friend,he didn't know that the cineplax in Miri is under renovation. so there's NO cinema in MIRI. how lame is that. hahaha..anywayyy,,..... so we ended up had MC D ice cream and take away sushi from Sushi King.

we also did bought rojak and cold drinks at the rojak stall near the petronas station. which my friend,she wanted to have long time ago. 2nd stop was Marina Bay. my first,FIRST time going there actually. always wanted to go but ended up NEVER. oh well... nice place i shall say. see sunset/sunrise till gao2... :D beautiful creation by HIM up above. :) human, please do not ruin it.

and yea, guess what. another surprise from them! oh geez... tell me the reason why i dont love them!?? unexpected. haha. a belated birthday celebration. such a lovely darling. so sweet! grrr... oh yes, i feel loved! :)) thanks so much baby!!!

of course...such a beautiful view and beautiful people... picture taking is a much! :D have lots of them but i cant upload all... ==, you can check it out in my facebook album.

so since it's Holy Thursday, we attended mass at Carmelite church. so after mass, our 3rd stop, we went back to Bintang Plaza. ahaks. went dinner there with one of my friend's family and bowling session after dinner. always wanted to play but got no chance to do so. im just a first timer la...so, my score is just so-so. not so fantastic. ahahaha...am addicted to it already. @@''

bowling session for almost 2 hours. night is still young they said. so what else...the fun continue. our 4th stop, Cherrie Berrie's. ;p just wanted to sit to have a drink and enjoy the band. relaxing night i shall say. :) the band that night was just so-so. didnt make me groove that much. but enjoy the time with em. :)

Cheerie Berrie's wasn't enough for us...so here goes our 5th stop? Al-Fresco. which is just opposite Cheerie Berrie's. wanted to have cocktail and yes... we had it. no one get tipsy but just high. haha... picture snap snap snap none stop... FUN is all i can say. we had Singapore Sling, Margarita Blue,Long Island and Sex on the Beach. want to try the others-maybe some other time*can't wait!*...

human never satisfied. so our 6th stop which is our last destination of the day,MC D drive thru. haha... we sit there until 3am then we go back to our crib. didn't feel like eating but just feel like hanging out more. more snap snap moment. there's jokes and laughter. guess we break the silent there. hahahaha... =.= ohh well.... i love them! :) love our craziness...

went out for almost 12hours. 2pm till 3am. ohhh life...full of fun with them. :)) did things i never do before. been places i always wanted to go...my~my~i'm missing them already. :') wish could hang out once more before get back to hell*classes*... ohhhh....time flies! already 1 week im home. ways back to hell is getting nearer! ==, ohhhhh my! sigh... gonna enjoy myself to max. cause i know there's more bad thing coming along... soo...think positive! :))

hey guys, i really do enjoy myself and have lots of fun being with you all... all the laughter and smile i used to have, i found it when im with you,my darlings! xox.... my heart felt so warm when i saw the cake. and felt so excited when i open the car door and hop in the car. you guys i see...! thanks for the time and i demand for more! :)) xoxoxox

P/S friendship never end. :) cross my heart.

walk the talk

2011-04-20T16:05:00.007+08:00

for some reason, i randomly love the picture above. :D

gahhh~~ time flies. everyday same things over and over again but i enjoy it! :D too bad got no time yet to catch up with my friend yet so far. so tomorrow will do. yay! finally. nothing much happening here. am excited for everyday to come. i dont know why. haha. there must be something different. grrr~~ :D

this is what i cook for dinner yesterday. haha. as usual, i will mess up the kitchen whenever im home. i'll conquer it all just for myself. i cooked chicken chop. hmm. thought of doing bento but fail attempt cause i do not have enough ingredients. :D one of this day want to do tempure. :D omg... my life is all about food.

for recipe? PM me. :)) it's pretty easy.

and oh, 21st April 2011 it is... tomorrow... Justin Bieber is in town already now according to tweet in twitter. wish he just could RT one of my tweet. *dream on* haha...am not a big fan but am excited. this 16 years old kid have so much he can do. i'm...i'm just curious... hahaha... oh well, best of luck in your concert tomorrow! have a good stay here in Malaysia. ;D Bieber Fever already spread to Malaysia... ohhhhh...sea of purple... @@

check this out:

tonight dont know what to cook again. feeling a lil lazy today. ahhaha~ feel like telling everybody that ''hey, dont ask me to do anything.'' ohh gezzz... i dont know what's wrong with me today. lazy bum! haha... but i always feel like doing fluffy pancake, smoothie,onde2 and lots more. oh time... is limited when im home! ==,

and and, i can't wait for coming episode of American Idol 10 and Glee ep 17 to release! movies movies! i gotta catch up before next semester resume. and just got text from my lecturer reminding me about my business plan. ohhh....that...another challenge. let me holiday for 1 week 1st. then next week also need to start study my japanese language dy. suck a** larhh...

21st blast pics update.

2011-04-18T15:42:00.004+08:00

# 1st celebration.

a SUPER DUPER early surprise birthday celebration on 29th March 2011 @ Pizza Hut,Megalong by my darlings... geez...didnt know that they're gonna do that for me. due to EXAM, they have to do it like SUPER EARLY... it's sweet tho... thanks SO MUCH! from to bottom of my heart, i truly appreciate it. was speechless that time.

picture day the next day. cause didnt dress up nicely the day before. haha~ love them heaps!

#2nd celebration.

also an early celebration and THANKS to my exam for having on that day. dinner with unc and aunty that i'm staying with. :) thanks so much. really do appreciate it.

#3rd celebration.

a birthday lunch with another aunty of mine. after lunch, we went for a boating ride. our favourite, takoyaki japanese boat. :D thanks a billion! xox...

#4th celebration.

blowing candle on my birtday night. thanks aunty for the cute panda cake. she keep on laughing and telling me that the cake look like me... i dont know which part of panda like me but maybe the shape. round round-soooo cuteee... ~~~ XD

#5th celebration.

okayy...now, this is sweet! my darlings and their idea. another surprise for me on my birthday night! awwww~~~!!! :D one of em called me up and said they made a pizza delivery for me.. i was like wth... when i go out from the house, i saw them and they started to sing me birthday song and holding a lovely homemade cake. i felt love! :D was super max happy and couldnt stop laughing. ==, thanks darling. once again, yes. you guys surprise me. xox!!!! so sweet of them! so lucky of me! oh damn!

#6th celebration.

went out for dinner few days after my birthday with my darling sis from different parent/family. ahahhaha~ she's sweet! went for dinner at Hang Li Po. the food was so-so. it's not like what i expected. oh well... but what i enjoy the most that night was the update about each other. it have been really long time since the LAST time we got the chance to hang out and update each other 1 on 1. thanks again for the dinner! xox.... gonna have another hang out with her cause lots more to update. hahahaha~

the gifts for my 21st.

this year, i'm super duper lucky i know. i feel joy n happiness. i want to dedicate a SPECIAL THANKS TO MY GUARDIAN ANGEL,MOM, FOR BRINGING ME TO THIS EARTH 21 YEARS BACK. THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK AND SACRIFICE FOR BRINGING ME UP UNTIL THIS HUGE. HAHA... NO WORDS CAN REALLY EXPRESS HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE AND WANT TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE FOR ME. I LOVE YOU FOREVER MOM. NOTHING CAN REPLACE YOU! :))

and i also would like to thanks to those who have wished me via SMS,FB,face to face and call. a million thanks for all wishes and blessings! :D

xox

tho am far away from my beloved family for my 21st birthday, but i really want to thanks those who really made me feel love on my big day. thanks deep deep down from my heart!

party people in the house yooo~~~

2011-04-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

heloooooo people!!!!!

I AM HOME! :))) weee~~ yes, FINALLY! :) i am home already. arrived early this morning~ waiting is over and its worth it! :D hahaha~~ after all stress, im back to heaven once again. i love it and damn! i like it! :D fall in love with this place over and over again. paradise... ^^

it's Palm Sunday today. so, Happy Blessed Palm Sunday to all! anyway, i love the sermon today. VERY interesting and yes, it really does attract me! funny and yet meaningful... there's only ONE way, that is, the WAY OF THE CROSS. faithfulness. truth! ohh yeaa... exactly what i needed at this time where there's something that i dont really understand. now, i get it. veryy gooddd~

anyway, as i promised... i said im gonna update pics as soon as i get home or anytime im free right? guess i gotta postpone again. sorry maybe not doing it tonight. cause everything is still kinda in a mess. give me some time.. maybe during the weekdays~ :)) so so so sorry to all my readers~ yes,everything is still in a mess. even me...grrr..~

feels great to be back home tho. hahahahahaha~ :D

better days coming ahead. catching up with my darlings soon. VERY SOON! xx

belated birthday.

2011-04-13T17:27:00.002+08:00

yea... happy belated 21st birthday to me myself and i. another 365 rounds of living! :)) i had lotsa fun! i felt love! joy and happiness! wee~~ tho its simple but im happy with whatever happen on that day. every single little thing! :)) thanks everyone for every single little thing! love ya'll! my friends and family and my love for making my birthday night so wonderful. :)

currently i'm STILL having exam until coming saturday. and sunday, ill be home! weee~~~ :D

i will be back here soon! SOON! i promise!!! more pics update soon. SOON! :D

xoxoxoxox

Gob bless. :)

will be MIA for few days. :)

2011-04-07T15:29:00.002+08:00

so so sorry to all dear readers. if you guys realised, ive been missing for few days already. oh damn! i miss IT world so much. i feel so ''real'' inside. @@ the outside world is too cruel for me. im not meant to be there. grrr... if you guys don't now, currently i'm having my final exam. i have to determine myself to study. so i keep my laptop to avoid me hanging too long with it. sigh~ life... i gotta do that. otherwise i wont be able to study...

a quick update. 2 papers down and 4 more to go. i feel so weak. im afraid. obviously failure hunt me all the time. no matter how i study, sure there's 1 that i fail. crap! o0o really gotta fml! :( call me weak, call me selfish,call me useless. im totally helpless and hopeless. i cant take it anymore. i feel like throw all the notes and go and get withdraw form. i dont know wth wrong with me. :( im sorry to those who keep on support me and pushing me from behind. i feel the love and care. im sorry if one day i disappointed you guys. sigh~ dont want to talk too much first. let me finish this final peacefully. quick quick~ i wanna get all done,pack my bags and go home! have a peaceful rest! T.T

all the best to all and me!

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dear April,please be good.

2011-04-01T00:13:00.002+08:00

*companion for 2 hours study mode. mr mickey and mr spongebob. LOVE!

blink an eye, it's already APRIL now. =.= no fooling mode,people. can start counting days for final already. it's officially starts today~ weee....5,4,3,....0... o0o fml seriously. exam is near and i..i still... i dont know...

I'll try my best, even my best isn't good enough for you,mom and dad. :')

brand new month... brand new hope. brand new spirit! oh yeaa! Happy April Everyone! have a blessed good month! xo.

P/S i want to give up on studies. tomorrow going to fill withdraw form.

wahahaha~ -APRIL FOOL! translate everything to the other way round. :D me?? give up???nahhh..am not a fool! :D i wanna give out all my F best! i know i can......just that am lazy. ;p

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2011-03-30T23:13:00.004+08:00

yesterday was an awesome day! and so as today! ohhh yeaahhh~~ this doesn't happen OFTEN in my life! yesterday,my lovely fellow monkey friend organized a simple but yet meaningful birthday celebration for me. wont be updating any pictures this time cause of time limit problems and i havent get the original copy from my friend. weeee~~~ they are awesome! million thanks! thats not official yet. i believe,there's more to come. or not. i dont know. just wait and see what happen next! hahaha~~~ :D never regret to have them in part of my life! xo.

yes,this bunch of monkey below. :)

and yes! this time i really want to share with the whole world about this... seriously! no secret! want to tell the whole wide world! remember the assignment that i've been complaining about in my past few post? which is about my entrepreneurship business plan? i got it back today. got the marks all back already. glad that the marks are all okay. all them did a great job. but..BUT, the most exciting thing here is that, our OUR GROUP HAVE BEEN SELECTED TO JOIN A BUSINESS PLAN COMPETITION THAT IS ORGANIZED BY UNIRAZAK IN JUNE THAT IS HELD IN LE MERIDIEN HOTEL! wtf.... unexpected that we will be selected. and unexpected with all the marks that we got! deng! am still in shock mode up till now! am really proud and happy. not about myself but my group member. tho there's argument in between,but it still turns out okay in the end. :) i ever thought of joining since the very first day when lecturer did mention to us about it.

i dont know about my fellow member, but i really have that eagerness to join! but that time was already half way doing. and i dont think what we did was good at first. cause of some problem occur. small problem actually. but when i look back at our outcome when i get back our assignment, pheww~ satisfaction! almost full mark for all. but my part that i did LAST MINUTE was FULL MARK! i'm not trying to show off here but i wanted to say, UNEXPECTED still...wahahaha~~~ we must do our best to perform well during the competition. finally,after years in college. at least there's one time for me to perform. in education wise....at least for once i can make my family especially mom proud at me. nothing wonderful but at least this. i got the opportunity and gain experience at the same time. unknown audience. oh deng. i cant handle this...

lalalala~~ am happy,confuse,excited and worry at the same time! damn it... i know this should not be happening but hell yea..it's happening! =/ so meaning to say, after exam also cant really enjoy my semester break. i gotta do analysis and add on things on our business plan. damn it. sounds like serious business happening here. hahaha~ =.= *imagine if someone willing to buy our business plan..WOW!-am happy man!. so proud.* hahah. dream on!

am happy! but dont think too much about it first. push all those aside and FINAL EXAM in front. grrr...few more days to go! screw me!!! keep wasting time! hell! :'( cant sit well and concentrate. some one please slap me quickly before its too late! gotta continue my business eco now. ohhhh economics...

hope the rain will stop.

1st,avoid me being lazy and sleepy.

2nd,avoid flood!

gaaaahhh~~!! EXCITED! *slap!*

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don't feel like pickin up the phone, so leave me a text. :)

2011-03-27T11:21:00.005+08:00

peekaboo!

hola people! first of all, happy blessed Sunday to all! this song will describe how am i today ::

THE LAZY SONG

yea...totally. i seriously dont feel like doing anything. but have to do revision for upcoming exam. so yea, i dont feel like doing anything except revision. ^^ owh! was doing some work out just now. did cardio kick boxing. hahah... got it from YouTube. a very good one. few sit ups and 10 mins cardio. if i do this consistently everyday, oh yeaaa... i will get what i want! :D but so sweet of someone, he told me last night that ''i like the way you are''.. *melts* without realizing, he heat up my spirit to do more! even MORE! :D

decided to stay home today and the rest went out for church. i dont know why, for some reason i dont feel like going out to the society today. just want to stay indoor. got lots to think in mind. im confused! just so lost... i just need some quiet time alone. T.T ouch but that will make me feel better. no one else i can turn to anymore. now, its just between God and i. no one else. remain silent is the best. no worries. just have some minor problem. mentally and physically arguing. mind and heart doesnt agree with each other. so yea... im alone.

anyway, i dont think my problem is a problem. cause if you guys have follow the news, there's a sad thing happened in Miri past few days. shocked. and still shock! always see this happening in other country and west Msia. but unexpected it also happen in eat Msia too.

read here for more info : THE STAR, SEE HUA

how innocent. sigh~~ just 18 years old. cant imagine the pain she been through. and the person who did it shall have cruel punishment! heartless! even friend also can do such thing to a friend. not an ordinary friend. they've been friend for years! FRIEND!... tell me how..tell me why... how am i suppose to trust others anymore. even friend that you think you can trust. oh well,...life. i've seen her somewhere. church maybe. not sure where but i've seen her somewhere. can't believe she's no longer on earth now. unbelievable.

heres FB page where you can send condolences to her friends and family.

society this days are not safe anymore. no longer trust and honestly. whatever is it, God loves the victim more. May her soul rest in peace and she will be with Him and all angels up above. such innocent poor little girl. She will be one beautiful angel. to the family, be strong... i know how it feels losing the one you love so much! she will be watching all of you up above.

people,please be careful and be wise. just,take care! btw,that guy is an animal. T.T

ANYWAY, my final exam timetable finally released last Friday. and yes, there's bad news and good news. the bad news is that exam SOON! VERY SOON! this will decide my life,my future. so no more crap okay! o0o *someone slap me pls. i seriously need that slap!* and the good news is, i can go home earlier from the actual date! weeee~~~ more holidays! cant wait to be home. lots exciting ''things'' waiting for me... XD gahhh... hope it all goes smooooothly! :))

i shall stop here. going to switch my attention to my company law. gaaahhh..law AGAIN! pass it la bitch if you dont want to see it again. grrr.... i can do it! :)) not only study but exercising! wakakaka~~~ go go!!!

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no longer baby..

2011-03-24T23:12:00.006+08:00

gaah~~~ so far, the journey of my life is sooooo...extremely...... adventure? haha~ i dont know... so scary. it is the most scary ride ever. sigh... there's so much i have learnt in life. and, there's so much more that i need to learn! called mom early on. told her about the pain im suffering right now - tooth ache.-growing of my wisdom tooth. the last one. mom said i'm suppose to have 32 teeth. and mom said ''adult already.'' geez...time flies without realizing it. :( i'm an adult only. nice to hear abit ''young adult'' ... no longer that baby girl. yerrr... no thrill... lols... anyway, yea...time flies. talking about age.... am almost reaching 21. thats fast! there's gonna be lots more for me to think!!!!!!!!~~~~ but will try to think less...leave it all to Him. good or bad, i know He's always there. my gigi sakittttttt...no matter what, it wont distract me. i still can feel the pain! eat pun susah~ myyyy~~~~ *faint*

last night was the first time me dreaming about you. oh gezz... imu for sudden. imu all d time but not often. hahahahahaha~ jerk oh me... i know... but i know he's always there. hmm..there's a moment i dislike when it reminds me of u..

grrrrr!!!!! someone scream at me... oh please!

and thanks God that finally my presentation is over. tho not like what i expected but still turns out okay~ i think? hmmm...

here's my group member and i... thanks for all efforts. :) you all did well. sorry for any misunderstood and crapz~! its all over now! wuutttsss! XD

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2011-03-24T14:37:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

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it's not over yet...

2011-03-21T17:24:00.003+08:00

my my~ finally it's all done! assignment all completed~ perfect or not, i dont know. all i know is that, ive done my part, and yea...it's all settle! :) no more crapz.

and you know what? what i hate the most about assignment is, GROUP ASSIGNMENT! ggrrr...especially if it's between your own group of friends. that's crappy man. very. lots of rubbish will happen. a lot of misunderstanding and confusion...blablabla..but thank God that its finally over... but left a presentation to go and am ready to set my armor for final exam! :)) am excited and am happy cause after that im going home! thats the best part of my life... XD

exam period is thrill! testing my mental n physical... =.= no good. no no good... must be strong... freshen up my brain... do not be so weak! no no!!! ggaaahhhh... if i couldn't take it, what kind of human i am ohhh~~~ don't want to be such loser. XD talk so muchh...dooo laaaa.... XD

ggrrr...mom been coming over every weekend. and last weekend was her last trip. 3 weeks+ to go till i meet her back home. the last trip she came together with sis. sigh..time spend together is short but im glad that im able to meet them! no words can explain how much i miss them. T.T anyway, i got early bday gift from mama. XD funny but make sense. ahaha...mom said i got to be wise in managing my time. she got me a watch. hehe. after 21 years, i finally got a proper watch! thanks mommy! loving it much! :)) really do like it...whenever i see it, i think of mom. ehehe~ :') now, everybody can ask me whats the time..and i shall manage my time well. mom said so that i know when to sleep,when to play and when to study... ~.~ cute mom. hehe~... anyway, thanks a million and bunch of xoxo from me!!! will appreciate it and of course,will aprreciate my time more. :)

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2011-03-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-18T22:47:00.001+08:00

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2011-03-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

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Jin and Ryan of hitz.fm - Earth Hour Malaysia 2011

2011-03-18T00:34:00.001+08:00

this video is freaking funny...ahhaa...

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SAVE THE EARTH! :)

xox

2011-03-16T22:38:00.003+08:00

another stressing day... sighh~~~ business plan is not up with anything yet. o0o my~my~ i dont know where to start. i dont know how to start. if its not last minute, i also won't do. always want to wait till last minute. wth? oh my~! i got the points. lots of it but...grrr... i just cant type it out. have lots more to do i know...but...grrr...blame my brain for that! seriously!

tried to curl my hair but it did not turn out to be like how i expected. oh well... my mood affect me doing everything. all is bad...realllll baaaddd... my my~ at least im gonna have a break tomorrow. me love Thursday the most! BUT not tomorrow. got assignment to finish up! ahhhh`~~!!! i better start with my 1st paragraph now. or else, my member will really screw me. damn it! better day tomorrow? hope it will!

everything is slow...line is slow....brain also slow.... =.=

2011-03-15T22:02:00.001+08:00

HELLO people!!! how's life? doing good? :) some are good,some are not. i know. sigh... mine is bad. pretty bad. got a business plan to do but i've no idea!!! o0o grrr...how to be entrepreneur?!???? sigh! i cant start a paragraph. loser! BOO! sighh.... oh na na~~~ howww laaa.... time is short. not much time left. oh please... give me a break,dear brain. give me a break of everything!!!!!! gahhh~~~

empty mind.. cant think. cant blog!

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2011-03-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

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2011-03-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

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disaster...again~

2011-03-12T01:05:00.002+08:00

*this is what i snap from my Google map view.

sigh~ one after another! another natural disaster happen after the earthquake in New Zealand and tragic flood in Australia this year. oh my~ this time earthquake happens and tsunami comes along in Japan! 11/03/2011...here comes another disaster happen. so heartache to hear about this and watching news on tv. sigh... let us all pray for all victims in Japan and everyone all over the world. hope everyone will be safe. May the good Lord protect the earth and bless all human on earth.

hey people. not only think of Him when you have bad time. no matter it's good or bad, He's always there. He's 24/7 always there with us. Good or bad,still there. so please dont be such an ungrateful person. even if bad things really happen, we still need to get prepared. :)) God be with all of you. GBU!

please pray for all victims. be strong and everything will be fine soon~

will be back very soon.

2011-03-07T00:16:00.001+08:00

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

PS// BLOG WILL BE UPDATE VERY VERY SOON. STAY TUNE. KINDA OUT OF TRACK AT THE MOMENT. SO PLEASE STAY TUNE TO MY BLOG... SO SORRY FOR THE DELAY(S). :))

happy weekday people!

2011-02-23T22:18:00.003+08:00

too many crap! i cant handle it just like how the club cant handle me! like,wtf!? :(( sigh! i dont know....frustration! people on earth is just too crappy! unexpect-able!? o0o ish3!!! i hate it! i hate it! i hate it!!!!!!! T.T

week after week,its getting more and more pack. got 2 assignment on hand already. short time to finish. less than 10 weeks to exam,like...WTF! time flies....time flies.... not much update on myself. life is still upside down. uneasy.... crappy!!! o0o

in relationship with mr sore throat.

2011-02-19T15:27:00.002+08:00

ohhh....a friend of mine bought me my favourite from Labuan~M&M. will this thing here cure my minor sore throat im having now? oh gezz... u know, out of all sickness,sore throat is i hate the most. FML gaogao~

nothing much on my Saturday. enjoyin the day with my throat? pretty much sucks i should say. browsing thru Youtube n FB*as always.* trying to upgrade my phone's ringtone but i couldnt find a nice one. booo~~~ screw it cause does not have external memory.... #@%^$# if you guys realised,ive changed my blog's background....~~~~to something which can give me motivation to blast my study mode this sem? cause i just realise that i'm in danger zone. its either go on or give up. but give up is not top of the list yet. since Justin Bieber can say 'never say never',why cant i uh? i cant find any freaking ridiculous reason why cant i... bullshits! :)) blahhh~~~ 1st week, seriously, i feel the pressure already. gotta start everything very soon. SOON!

i dont know how much i can do but i will give as much as i can! :)) HAPPY WEEKEND PEOPLE! God Bless!

happy belated Chap Goh Mei

2011-02-18T10:45:00.003+08:00

the start of my blog. the MUST eat food when I get back to Miri - home sweet home. i get to eat half of it only. not all. time limited.

NOMNOM!~ :D

once again,hello people!

so sorry again for not updating my blog here. as some of you know, i'm already back here at the Land below the Wind on Monday for the 3rd semester of my 2nd year. 3 weeks holiday;passing by just like that!

time table for the sem.

what's up with my CNY? nothing much but still i can feel it. CNY is awesome! its great! so much happening...i think?* lolx. and... yea... pee ka boo. ANYWAY~preparation for CNY was tiring but fun when you're doing it with your loved one! :D

i helped out to make these cookies?junk?

whatever you call it. hehe

total 11 dishes on our reunion dinner.

eat all you can.

hours spent in kitchen but minutes to eat all up.

mandarin orange

a MUST for CNY.

God of Fortune come arr....

firecrackers for the year!

awesome...

more prosperous and good health to my family and i!

the sky around the neighborhood area.

most beautiful thing ever.

bro's gf and i. wish of the year. :))

*close eyes and hoping may all wish come true!*

me,on first day of CNY.

on the first day of CNY, as usual, the tradition way, we went to visiting and collecting ANGPAOS around. my favourite job of the year. you give a smile and you earn one. wakaka~ from day to night, go for visiting and friends come over. great time of the year.

as for second day, we got open house. as usual. not much people tho... and the night of 2nd day, we fly off to KK. i wasnt really looking forward for the trip but yea... idk... =/

6th of February was mom birthday. so my aunt gave mom an early birthday celebration. just surprise dinner with families. what again,fooooood and more fooooood and gambling around people. young and old. lols.

us with mom!

lots of love.

xox

hang out with the cousin day~ :))

1 by 1 is leaving...very soon...

missing them lots. looking forward for this day again!

during our vacation,uncle brought us to have lunch at Shangri-La hotel. loving the view.

during our vacation,we stayed with my uncle. i cooked for dinner few nights there.

vege~~~more vege people!

random shots while walking around Tamu Besar KK. very nice....for some reason, i love this two shots. wasnt because it was taken by me but for some reason. :)

there's more you can see from pic. it express more. ^^

PS> more pic in my FB for CNY pics!

V-day? was awesome too..i guess. my first valentine in my life. thanks so much to someone. xox

so sweet of you. :)

and yes, CNY over. it is over. just like that. happy belated Chap Goh Mei people! :) nothing much... wish i'm home tho. at least can finish up my firecrackers! :D weeee~~~~

hope this new sem wont bring me much trouble. if i dont create trouble, it wont come. :) hmmm...shall getting ready for class at 11.30am. dont wanna be late~~~~~~ gggrrrr...

awesome day ahead tho i will be alone. will still enjoy it.

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2011-02-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY GONG XI RABBIT YEAR. xox

2011-02-04T17:31:00.002+08:00

GONG XI GONG XI!!! HAPPY BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE READER! :)) may this year of rabbit bring you more happiness,good health,wealth and prosperity!

GONG HEI FATT CHOI!

XOX.

hope its not too late to wish you guys here. been kinda busy since few days before CNY until today. at least 2nd day can sit and rest for a while. :) new year,new hope. had a great start with families on the CNY eves. pictures update after my trip back from KK. oh yea, i'm going back to KK for CNY tonight... sighhh~~~ =/ i don't know. i dont seem pretty excited for it like i usually do. heart still feels like staying in Miri. blablabla...

hope the trip is going to be fun. i hope... I HOPE

so yea, American Idol 10 now...so see ya people...

will update when i got my time SOON!

have a great day ahead!!!....and the rest of CNY.

much love. :)

less than 48 hours...

2011-02-01T20:31:00.002+08:00

less than 48 hours to CNY...

hmm...time flies uh~ 1 month go...and yes, HAPPY FEBRUARY,people... the month of love you call it.... to those who are in love, happy valentine's in advance to all of you and to those who are single like me, haha....chill! give time and believe in miracle... one day,that someone will sure come to you. no rush~ :)) most important now, do well in life first... when love comes, thanks God for that and appreciate it~

ANYWAY, i dont want to be the love expert here. haha... cause, im one of the failureee~~booo~~~ move on..move on people! :D this 1 week at home, i really had a great time spending with family. they all are great! i feel the loveee~~~ stress from KK has gone. no worries no nothing! sad to say, leaving home soon. VERY soon. tho still more days to count, but time flies rememberrrr~~~ sighh~~~ just want to live my life first. enjoy CNY even tho everybody seems to be not having much of CNY mode...hmm..well, its okay! let me cheer this family up! :)

food food coming..ang paossss.....new clothes....meeting friends and relatives.....lion dance....dragon dance....weeee~~~~ waiting waiting... clock tickinggg~ :)

a moment ago, i got the most shocking surprise in my life... i....i dont know...hahaha..its just weird and suddenly. i dont know how to decide and what to say~ let time decide...blahhhhHHH... =.= ohhhmyyyygooodddneeessss~~~ *.* *close my eyes and pray*

so over it

2011-01-29T22:44:00.005+08:00

you asking me what's wrong with me!? seriously asking what's the matter with me!?? forget about it! nothing is wrong with me... i just want to be silent for a moment. sometime i just feel that i talk too much. the more i talk, the more mistake it is... fml. seriously... =/ i dont know what's my problem. i am fine... be silent is what i do best now. no one would appreciate tho if i talk too much... soo...,hushhh~~ :))

will be fine in a while. let me be alone.

I'm who I am, if you don't like me. That's your problem.

and, proud to annouce that, im so over him. totally. got one good message today and im so gonna put it in mind. let the pain heal and let it go. time to move on. no use for me to keep holding on if im alone trying to work things out. :) there's so much more i can do. seriously,after i got back home, i found some peace in mind. maybe because im far away from you. it not how it used to be anymore. i dont feel this way the first time but now, everything has changed. :) i gonna let go of you a**hole. am going to get another you but definitely not an a**hole like you.sorry to say,seriously, you are one. and i am happy for whatever have happened between us. and... yea.... sorry to say once again, happy for whatever shits that happen on you. you,the ass, deserve so much like that. :) fuuh~~~ finally feel so relieve... i found that there's so much things for me to think. so much happiness i could gain without you in my life. distraction. totally! so over..totally over it! i keep my works. one of this days, after i seen enough your suffering, i will just block you out from my FB list. delete and block you from my MSN list as well. delete your number and messages. and yes, thats all about us. thanks for the memory tho... good or bad, ive learn my lesson. tho its so much pain but yeah, it let me realise and learn... :) its pain to let go tho but nahh...forget about it. you treat me like trash, im gonna treat you the same too.

PS/ hope to find someone to replace you,asshole...but definitely not an ass like u! :)

move on is all i need now. i had enough. i am tired. tired...

CNY mode. :)

2011-01-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

CNY is just around the corner. instead of putting emo background, better put something can put me in CNY mode! :D

weee....counting days...excited!

family gathering...more foods!

OMG! gain more KGs la this... hahaha..well, i am already over-grown. i know what to do...

kakaka...

back to basic.

2011-01-29T01:22:00.003+08:00

obviously ive changed my blog layout. back to basic kind of thing. i dont know why. kinda bored with the fancy kind if thing and plus i also cant find the one that i actually wanted... so yea. back to basic is the only choice. :) i know its kinda emo but I LIKE! haha...no background picture that attract my attention at the moment, so yea. let it be first. kuangx3

weee~~~ Chinese new year is just around the corner... preparation is almost there too... but boo.... i dont like cause, as CNY is here, means going to college moment is getting nearer. sucks. and no way i can extend my stay here any longer. sigh sigh! SUPER sigh... its okayy.... 1 month after that,i will be back home again. its gonna be short sem this time. whatever i say, i have to work bloody hard man. no joke! i have answered confidently to my dad that i will ,I WILL GRADUATE by end of this year... swt... i dont know what make me think so but think positive... im just lazy ba... that why la... =.= lolx.... screw it man...dont want to talk about it now. spoil my holiday mode jer....

there's so much more i want to do in my city... the CNY bazaar in town just open and yea, thats my next destination! :) its a tradition to go there... i think. buy or not,another matter... go jalan2,see2 look2... and take picture is a must DEFINITELY! :)) me love taking pictures rememberrrr.... hope to go there soon! :D excited...weee..~~~ hope to see lion dance too...been 1 year...hhahahahaahh...kids... ==

more update coming up soon.. line is slow. make me getting more n more lazy!

stay tune.

xox

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2011-01-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

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so so sorry

2011-01-26T21:32:00.007+08:00

first of all, i'm so so so sorry for not updating my blog recently. since i got back home,been really really busy in preparing for CNY. do this and that.... lots more to go... and yes, i miss this kind of feeling so much... tired but im enjoying it.... got to spend time with family... yay! best time of my life.... anyway, im doing great here! lots of story to share but limited time. busy busy busy! :D

anyway, days goes by just like that when im home. the best place to be on earth. lots of pics wanna update but internet is turning me down at the moment. it is freaking slow... so next time perhaps... more to come...all the way to CNY! stay tune okay~ :)) and ohh, i got 2 new puppies early this month. XD outcome of Roxy and Lucky. one male,one female. adorable! 3 weeks from now. male is Mika and female,whatever my sis call,georgi? i dont know. not set yet. they both got a pair of blue eyes..awww... will update more of their pics soon. :)

a sneak peek of them :)

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2011-01-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

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in my comfort zone now.

2011-01-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

BOTTOM LINE,

I AM BACK AT MY HOME SWEET HOME!!! WEEEE......~~~ xox.

days that im awaiting has finally come. comfort.. days please pass slow slow when im home. oh please! update more soon! :)

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2011-01-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

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2011-01-22T14:43:00.000+08:00

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the war is finally over!

2011-01-19T18:49:00.003+08:00

i shall say... OOOOOHHHHH YEEEAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! :)) IT IS FINALLY OVER! EXAM IS OVER. SEM 5 IS OVER. STUDY IS OVER. BREAK TIME PEOPLE... well, let's call it a SEM! sigh...what a pathetic pity irritating and annoying semester i had! shit.. lots of lots of things happen! good and bad...happy and sad...soo much! too much! well, its over now. break time! :) my break starts NOW! just finished my last paper today. overall the exam was...SO-SO. some was good. some was bad. some was pretty BAD. i dont know. but i did my best already. T.T well, its over now. say what also useless...re-sit lo. CHOIII!*touch wood!* == sigh...guess what, i start my holiday pretty down. yea, i dont know why. the mood suddenly gone. something is pissing me off. i dont know. maybe too much of excited mode before this and now....its going now. no feeling. or maybe it only will be starting this saturday. -cause THIS SATURDAY I WILL BE HOME PEOPLE!!!! MY PARADISE! my comfort...awwww...cant wait!!!

planned so much to do when i get back home. CNY is nearrrr!!! aaaarrrgggg~~~ weee....making CNY cooking... and yea, as usual,ready to mess up my kitchen!!!wakaakakaka im loving it. feeling of the FREEDOM! HAPPINESS! ohhhh myyy.... *HEAVEN!*

okok...whatever is it...hope everything i planned, goes well! AMEN! and recently,everywhere is pouringgg...even now here in KK. EVERYWHERE. even recently there's a serious giantic flood happened in Brisbane,Australia. sighh...sad sad situation but yea.. God bless all of them there. glad my family there are safe and sound. nothing happened at their side.

and and...hmm...nothing much and oh, sorry for not updating my blog for weeks i guess. was busy with exam. and time is indeed limited. SIGH! i dont give a damn NOW! all i wanna do is, runaway and gooooo homeeee!!!! if i could, i would! if im rich enough, i would wana rent a jet plane to fly me home and land right infront of my house! ooohh myy... ==

at the moment now, i am browsing the internet to look for cookies recipes... :D I AM EXCITED!I AM EXCITED!!! WTTHHHH.... EXCITEEEDDDDD!!!!!!! xox.

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2011-01-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

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2011-01-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

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