sucks.

seeing him in my dream is the bestest thing ever happen to me. it is... trust me. :) i simply miss him. tho it's impossible and he so faraway, i simply miss him!  ohhh Daniel Lee.. how can i resist it. haha. awesome singer. so true and sincere.

but....

once woke up, everything just gone. wish i could just stay in my dream like forever! reality just sucks! :(  

trust me, it is sucks!

idk why i looove to ask people to trust me nowadays. yea, trust me.

cause its just too much bullsh*ts...

all the people around is just pfftt...sucks.

duh! everything laaaaaaa sucks!

what's the suck-iest is, exam coming soon! :(  just around the corner. u turn to the left a little bit, already can see. =.= *LAME I KNOW!* seriously la i cant study. i dont know how to concentrate. i just dont know how to study anymore. just SUCKS! riggghhhtt?? SUCKS it is! damnit. life. what to do. no sucks no fun. i think?

but just too much la. some people just un-reason-able! just too sucks! they are just too selfish and...sucks! too much of this kind of people surround me. makes me feel...urgh! SUCKS! they...''they'' never consider other's feeling. just too much! whatever they think they do,they think they are right la! and they ''they'' thought they are so high and mighty up above but pfftt... just on the air jer. in your dream la! you,she.him,her blahhh... crap!

christmas is just around the corner. like, 2 weeks from now? i got high spirit in me. just me. i dont know why. maybe im used to it. christmas is like suppose to be the family-love-relationship thiggy right....go church.. celebrate His birthday. but... the ''family-love-relationship'' thinggy where? see? just sucks!  anyhow, am still excited tho! food.... all i excited for! only food can makes me happy. no human can really makes me happy like food does! oh love... :))) present? jangan harap la. dream on. 

ps/ i miss him. my best friend. :(