count the blessings,dont discount it. :)

i know this gonna be verrrrrrrry random and awkward. but yea, i post it up. my life throughout the years. 3 years back? ever since i left high school. ups and downs i been through... its not the end yet. there's more to come, i believe and im excited for it! good or bad, bring it on! that all makes me grow and be stronger. either in good way or bad way. neither. ('',)

July 2009 - first time ever in my whole life. the one i love the most,the one i respect much, the one that always there for me when i cry, left me forever. Grandpa,RIP. miss you deeply. tho with all the scolding or shouting all the time but i believe all is filled with love. :) always keep all the memories in mind.

thats grandpa and me.

look at his smile. i miss it.. :')

August 2009 - it was once very happy and like fairytale. but everything fade away just like as if nothing happen before. wind blow.....

everything just go blur already.

ohhh well.... :))) im good now.

March 2010 - all the late night talk on the phone. 2-3 hours. seeing each other almost everyday. doing what other lovers do but we definitely not a lover. the care and love is there. companion 24/7. reporting to each other every seconds about every move. share happiness and sadness. festives season and birthday together. just one awesome moments. the talk,the joke,the laugh,the madness,anger...we do it together for months...but... in that month,things just change. everything turns so cold suddenly.  :(

his...

this was the last time we met.miss the moment very very much.

every single seconds of it. 

now,there's no one like you i can share with already.

i still miss you.

if i could, i would wanna turn back the time and just freeze there.

*pfft...emo much. but true. i want to... :')

thanks for the memories. xoxox

July 2010 - where once a very very good friends. turns into stranger in a second because of one bt*ch! >=/ never forget what this friend of mine ever said to me. the one friendship which i really miss... anyway, will always remember ups n downs we been thru together in college. 

miss the fun time hang out together. all the sharing.

:))

April 2011 - my 21st. everything is just so random. didnt turn out how i wish it to be. the one i wanted is not there with me. but thanks God, those who loves me still there for me. best birthday ever. didnt ask for much. present dont count but the one who is there for me really count. love you all heaps! each and everyone of u. :) thanks for making my 21st such a great memories in my life. simple but yet meaningful.

altogether i got like 6 celebration? advanced,on the day and belated. 

oh tell me how i not love them.

they gave me happiness.

God bless you all!! xoxox

much love from me! :'))

Jun 2011 - Not forgetting and never will. best time of my life with my college mate. also with my besties...who stand for me all the time. we fight for this war together.been thru a lot of good and bad time together. they are the one bring me up when i fall... and, we manage to be in the 1st runner up of UNITAR Business Plan competition. first time achieving such success in my life. forever in my mind. 11.06.2011. 

July 2011 - the day i waited for so long! ever since 2005? finally manage to have personal picture with him. the wait is worthwhile! Daniel Lee. he's all im talking about. met him again and thats the closest i shall say compared to back in 2007. he got an angel's voice. beautiful... :)  his new album will be out soon! hopefully within this month. so i can get myself a wonderful Xmas present ever! :)))

all the crap shyt happened in my life. had lots of fun with it. more to come. haha...

LOTS OF LOVE! :)))