day out~

yesterday,went shopping at Bintang Plaze.spent 4 hours there. tiring tiring... ate marrybrown for lunch. first time eating that.not bad also. and yes,finally i had my favourite Sugarbun Twist ice-cream! *two thumbs up!* i like! :)) nothing much also. went out for whole day. got nothing but tiring and fun. hmmm... at least we(sis,cousin anna and i) got a great time together! ;)

*both my sister... ;)*

*CNY deco at Bintang Plaza.*

*Marrybrown...*

*my love...♥ cheap and nice. Sugarbun Twist Ice-cream.cost me only RM1.20*

*me camwhoring of course! :D while waiting for them in fitting room.*

*US. :) ♥ *

*me again...uhuuu~am bored*

*passing by the old town...CNY bazaar..not yet go there.maybe soon*

*dinner. White Rice noodle and Teh-C ping. :) *

psst: Miss Miri food so much! :D shhh

*my another baby,Roxy...haha...this boy cannot seat still.so can't snap lots pics of him.*

that's all about it. all i know im tired and having fun at the same time. nice being back home.... ;D

me home! :)

all i wanna say isss.....oh yes im home! :D

aaaaa~~~~home sweet home.finally....nice being at home!

but i miss you :( ouch...hmmmm

the flight was suppose to depart at 9.00pm but was delayed till 9.45pm. due to the late arrival of the aircraft from Tawau. so yea...oh,fly back home together with cousin,anna. she wanted to give sis a surprise visit...yea...mission accomplished! :) arrived around 10.35pm or earlier...not sure...never check the time. all i know,i arrived safe and sound. oh,and one funny thing,i sat next to one indian guy. he said one ''cute'' thing to me : ''it's better to be single. can spend all the money for yourself.'' i was like....hurmmm...''giggle...'' oh okay. ahhaha...human on the earth...banyak banyak ragam...

scene @ the airport.

while waiting...this what we do.. camwhoring... ==''

guide me...

''Just when my problems crowding in;just when I lost my hope.I thought I was alone. Then I close my eyes and realised,I ignored you,O Lord!With your power and spirit,move in my life. Guide me and give me strength to be strong.Amen...''

hmmm...the truth might hurt but thanks to it too...ways to recovery. hope and wish it could be better. slowly..day by day...time after time... reality is complicated.fairytales are lies.oh well... neither one isnt good for me. but i know,doesnt mean i cant make it better?riigghhhtt!!! :)) im just too frustrated about it! so so so frust! seriously. its not that easy to get it out of my mind. i may not accept the fact easily,but i'll try... i promise i'll try... love never be easy. it dont make me die... it dont make me give up...it even made me stronger. :) just wait only.it will come. wow...feel glad and proud i can make up my mind. *in fact,not really also but at least better...hahah* :) i know whats going on. so far,handling it well..my anger not that much already. maybe now is even better. much better compare to what i want! can talk whatever i want. dont feel awkward. but hmm..too bad. but what to do! ahaha... oh well~ life!!!! :)) eventually,i believe it will be better. i know it will.

hmmm...the day im waiting for...tomorrow im going home!to the place where i belong~~~hahah...yay! tonight dinner with aunty at home... we made burger...haha...being here its like holiday camp.yeah..~love this camp so much. in this camp,get to make good food.always! :D as for tonight,we made cheese burger. remember the last time i stayed here,also make burger. but that time was fish burger. ahhaha... anyway, the greatest this is,im going home! miss lucky..*my puppy* :D awww..!!get to see my families...oh my goodness~waited for so long already~hmmm...i like! :D although now im still feeling kinda down,but tryin to cheer~ :) life goes on. its limited. cant turn back~so,yea! thats how it goes ! time running up. want to talk with my sun dy~ :) i know he always there. haha.. funny thing but yea,i know~ :) home...wait for me...here i come!!!!! :D

some random pics: ;)

*introducing,my lil cousin,arleen...*

*my aunty...she make..i eat! thanks so much!!! ;D and yea,i clean...hahahaha*

*my dinner set~* :)

so yea,weekend gonna be over soon. looking forward for tomorrow! ^^ wee~~~~~

**oh yea!happy belated birthday to my lovely mom! :) yesterday[[06.02.2010]] was her birthday. sadly i couldnt be home to celebrate with her. May the good Lord bless her.May happiness be with her always. most important good health! I love you ,mom~ :) God bless you,mom. i'll be home soon. i will cook for you~;D *hugs!*

ohh...emm...geess...

what a day..just like that! hmm...went for a lunch with college office staff;Ms Lim,Ms Susan and Ms Tze Ha. :) i asked them out for lunch before i go back to Miri for 3 months. if i'm lucky,won't be meeting them for 3 months*means,if i pass my exam this time,3 months straight exam.otherwise,i have to come back to resit exam...uhuuuu :(* hmm...yea,went for vegetarian lunch. 1st time in my life i ate vegetarian food. not bad also. i ate some kind of vietnam fish fillet fried rice? forgotten the name. haha.. overall the lunch was okay. took few pics. :) hahha... gonna miss the time gossiping with them in he office. miss the advice and words or encouragement gave by them...i wil always remember the advice. :)

after lunch,back to college.i hang out there while waiting for mr sun to come and meet me... =='' waited for almost 2 hours?almost la...haha... nothing much. just sit and talk only. for the last time also before i go back to hometown. this i seriously gonna miss so much! :( went home around 4pm+... sun sent me home.and that's the last time i see him.a warm hug from him really calm me down.thanks for coming,sun. :)

*shhhh..men in black!haha*

*his. :)*

and then,this weekend planned a stay over my aunty's place. so,yeah!here i am! :) haha...also because i wont be around for 3 months. oh mannn...there's so much actually im gonna miss here. at last i realise. just never say it out only. oh of course i miss home too. i miss both! haha...each place have each good.. =='' here,definately i'm so gonna miss the most...hmmm...just keep it to myself...shh :) ohh...yea..went swimming at KGC. afterrrr sooooooooooo lonnnnggg...i finally have my very own swimsuit. haha. funny thing but yeah~ officially wear my newly ''virgin'' swimsuit that my cousin got for me from Aust! thanks so much! ^^ :) went into the jacuzzi with my aunty. relaxing... release everything out~! very very relaxing... then met my friend,Charlotte in the pool...out of so many places,i met her there.haha..what a coincidence... ;) happy to see her also... *hugs!* had a short chat with her. miss talking to her also...the times at college... ==''

*Thanks to the almighty God for the wonderful and beautiful creation...sunset at Tg.Aru*

after swimming,after shower and everything...lil cousin and I camwhoring... :D sorry for those shaky pics. i was too hungry that time and feelin a lil unwell..hand shaking... =='' if not it will be nice pictures.hhaha..okay...blame me for that~ ==''

*US :)*

its not end yet.just starting of it. go through it! take the challenge! :))

me + music = life.

:)
♥

have a happy weekend peoples :)

God bless...

ps:imu.